#brad smut

Surprisingly enough this is another smut(ISH, I suck so bad at writing smut it’s so cringe so I don’t go too far into it… Trust me it would just be uncomfortable for everyone) so if you don’t like reading smut then avoid this one!! :-) Thanks to @michellearteaga2 for the request!

Being in a new relationship was fun and occasionally frightening at the same time. Wherever the feeling of excitement was, slight fear followed, especially when it came to having sex for the first time together. 

You met Brad around a year ago but you two had only been dating for 4 months before you started to feel like you were ready to have sex with him. It wasn’t that you never had sex before, you had a couple of times with your previous boyfriend, but you were still self conscious and nervous when it came to it. The fact Brad was the kindest, sweetest and not to mention most good looking boy you had ever been with made you feel more nervous.

You knew that Brad would be understanding to how you felt and would never pressure you into doing anything you didn’t want to, you didn’t want to mess up your chances with him because you were scared. The more you thought about it the more you wondered what you were so scared of, nothing bad was going to happen and you just had to keep reminding yourself. 

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It was one of your usual date nights at your flat. Brad and you were cuddled on the couch watching a film that was, to be honest, getting slightly boring. Brad’s attention was still directed at the TV as you turned away to look at him, studying the features on his face.

“You alright there, babe?” Brad smirked slightly, glancing down at you with his beautiful brown eyes. You felt your heart beat speed up just by looking into them. 

“Yeah,” you mumbled, liking how quiet it was between you two. “You’re really pretty you know.”

Bra laughed at your choice of words, but accepted the compliment nonetheless. 

“Thank you,” he chuckled. “You’re really pretty too.” 

You blushed in response and Brad pressed a soft kiss on your forehead before turning his eyes back to the TV, glancing at you a couple of times when he thought you were looking at the TV as well but you just continued to stare at him. 

After a while you moved closer to Brad and started to kiss along his jaw and down his neck. You heard Brad moan as you nipped at the skin just below his ear. 

You repositioned your body so you were now straddling Brad, your legs either side of his legs. His hands ran down your body and stopped at your hips, holding on to you securely as you kept kissing his neck and leaving small marks.

Without thinking about what you were doing, and getting lost in the moment, you ended up grinding your hips against Brad’s which caused him to moan again. The more he moaned, the more you did it and eventually you felt his hard on against his sweatpants. 

You moved your mouth from his neck to his lips and he started kissing you back. Your hands went down his chest until you had reached the top of his sweatpants. You reached inside and started palming him through his boxers, causing Brad to stop kissing you and take a hold of your wrist lightly.

“Are you sure about this, Y/N? I don’t want you to feel like I’m rushing you into anything…” Brad mumbled, taking his other hand to push your chin up so you were looking into his eyes. He genuinely looked concerned and you knew you had never been more sure of any decision in your life. 

“I’m sure, Brad.” You whispered, pressing your lips to his.

–

You were out of breath and gasping for air whilst lying naked on your living room floor. That was definitely not how you pictured your first time with Brad but it was amazing. Brad turned his head to look at you and a smile immediately broke out on his face. 

“You’re so gorgeous, do you know that?” He rolled over so he was hovering over you. 

“I’ve been told, once or twice.” You smirked before falling into a laugh.

“I’m serious, Y/N. I’m the luckiest man alive to be with you. You’re amazing.” 

“Well then I must be the luckiest girl alive to be with you.” You smiled back, reaching up to press your lips to his and wrapping your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you.

“I love you.” Brad mumbled in between kisses, causing you to stop and look at him with wide eyes.

“You what?” You were in complete shock and couldn’t believe what Brad had just said. You needed to hear him say it again.

“I love you.” He mumbled again, looking a lot less confident than he did the first time he said it. He looked as though he thought you were going to laugh in his face.

“I love you too.” You grinned back, feeling as though your heart could burst with how happy you were within that moment.