It’s hard to believe, as I look at my perfect eager little toy, that she wished me to do this to her. Did she fully grasp the consequences of her? Did she fully understand just how much I was going to change her?
If I asked her now, I’m afraid I wouldn’t be able to get an answer. Under my care, her mind was led to places she never dreamed existed. Places she could only reach if she burned the bridges behind her. The process took time, but I was just as patient as she was. I always finding myself smiling when I remember how eager she was for me to apply my skills to her mind.
Did she comprehend the extent to wish her inner self would be demolished?
If she didn’t at first, she certainly looked like she understood towards the end of her change. Right before her mind finally broke and offered me her entire self. I remember seeing the spark of realization in her eyes as I worked to extinguish her will.
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mc-diaries tags: Male’s Point of View, Brainwashing, Mindless
