#but i dont want to do stupid shit and fuck up

Thats the thing about playing it safe- it protects you, from harm, people, unsolicited opinions, judgement, society and sometimes even from your self. But the problem is, the more you close yourself, even in a good way, you isolate and one day its just becomes a solitary unit with entry passes for people. You might name it as a private club with only VIP entry but soon the VIPs get cut off even if not entirely but it becomes plain, predictable, frankly just boring.

The non-toxicity of this routined organic life style is predictably boring. You become boring inspite of many books and knowledge and memes and multiple hobbies you adopted to keep you healthy and busy.

Even you know what I mean.

Recklessness without the trauma of it?