Our first year cheating confessions

My husband and I have been together for five years now. At first, he would fantasized about me cheating on him, fucking other guys in front of him, or even telling all my friends about his cockold & foot fetish. I was never okay with doing any of those besides letting him play with my feet… (let’s be honest what girl wouldn’t take advantage of that and get a foot massage every night.) So our first year together was a little rocky. We were always off and on dating, but we never stop loving each other. I would take breaks just so I could go out and fuck a bunch of our friends. I would tell my husband not to come out where we were partying, because he wasn’t welcome. Honestly, I wanted to be able to go flirt around and be my sexiest without him getting in the way. My husband is such a sweet, soft, and gentle man to me. He pampers me, takes care of me in every way possible, and is more than I deserve. But when is comes to sex I needed more!! I need to be owned, dominate, man handled, degraded and humiliated, I need strong hands to pick me up and shove their cock in me. I wish He could give that to me… I look back now and time and try my best to think of who and when I did what with, but time mashes together. I must’ve cheated on him at least 20 times. I had one friend that would make me lay face down with my ass up in the air, completely exposed and for long periods of time. It was so exciting and degrading!! I loved the anticipation of sitting there, not knowing who is going to come through the door or when. I was giving my husband his fantasies and did not even know it (he didn’t know either). It was none of his business who I was fucking. I would go out looking for fun, and I’d tell our friends how pathetic our sex life was. He just wasn’t pleasing me the way I needed to be pleased. I just really needed a release so I would grab the closest guy that was willing to have some fun. Then at the end of the night, when the guys were all finished with me, I would come home to my husband and ask for his forgiveness (Which was easy, he was wrapped around my little slutty finger). He would eat me out and fuck me not knowing I had just fucked someone else earlier that night. I’d laugh because I knew I got away with another sloppy second night. The rush of him not knowing was amazing. One time I even let a guy fill me full of cum and took it home to my sleeping hubby, who I woke up being horny wanting more!! I had him eat me out until I knew ever drop was cleaned up. He never even notice, he just thought I was extra wet those nights. It’s fun knowing I was fulfilling his fantasy the whole time and never giving him the satisfaction of knowing the truth. Now that he knows, and wants it more than ever, I’m going to totally take advantage and I’m gonna have the best years of my life. I can’t wait to tell yall all about it. Wish me luck this weekend, I’m looking for a BBC!