#damn everything but the circus
O sing a song of later tonight,
you’ll hold your darling girl close
as she falls asleep.
You’ll fall asleep in her bed & through the fog of dreams you’ll hear the circus train departing, heading for the next town. You’ll hear that whistle, moaning low; you’ll hear the wheels screech, you’ll hear your little one whisper where next. & you’ll jolt awake, heart fluttering like a startled dove. For a moment you’ll swear you left your girl at the circus & the thing next to you is just a girl-shaped poppet. But see: her small puffs of breath. How she twitches in her sleep. Safe as houses.–Jessie Lynn McMains, from “[O sing a song of midway lights–]” (as appears in I Want You To See This Before I Leave #20; it’s also an excerpt from my book-length work The Loneliest Show On Earth)