#death ment

My mom: *goes through my phone, thinking she will find normal teenager stuff*

The images of actual decomposing dead bodies in my camera roll from Forensics Class:

random-iz-stuff:

hey friends! i have to let you know that today has been like nothing i’ve ever experience before. i am in hospice now and won’t be here soon. i have had an eatin/g disord:er for most of my life and i have become very ill because of it. i was in extreme pain this morning but i made the decision to take meds for the pain and it was the right decision.

i i think i knew this would happen but it is still very overwhelming. i have been processing so many things. my partner of four years proposed to me this morning and i am so happy that i am amazed it is even possible for me to feel this way.

my name is jack and i am 21 years old. i am at peace with my body now. i am passing this blog onto my fiancé. it will not be active like it was, but i hope it will continue to exist because it holds so much of my life’s history.

i will write a lot more while i still can i think and i will talk to lots of people but at this moment i want more than anything else to exist exactly where i am physically and less so as an online presence.

see you soon

I think i’m gonna try and step away from trying to talk to anti’s

They have put up walls of ego so high that is it even worth it? I guess I’ll just focus on being the best person I can be and if they want to think that everyone who thinks different than them is a p*dophile who should die, so be it…