#dont worry i hate myself too

ciinnamons:

• “ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
• “i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
  
• “my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
  
• “i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
  
• “don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
  
• “i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
  
• “please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
  
• “you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
  
• “you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
  
• “i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
• “i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
  
• “i fucked up, why do you not care?”
  
• “i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
• “you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
• “i have no idea how to do cpr.”
• “whose blood is that?”
• “apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
• “don’t you dare fucking let go!” 
• “what the hell happened to you?” 
• “are they dead?did you kill them?” 
• “do you know what you’ve done?” 
• “you’re either with me or against me.” 
• “who the hell did this to you?” 
• “are you alright?you hit your head pretty hard…” 
• “i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 
• “when was the last time you ate?” 
• “what do you mean you’re fine?you are not fine!” 
•  “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 
• “for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 
• “there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 
• “are you… throwing up in there?” 
• “why aren’t you eating?” 
• “just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 
• “i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 
• “i woke up, & you were gone.” 
• “just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 
• "it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”