#drew idolizing silena
you never really get out of pjo because while i was crying over luke castellan this morning, i also remembered my drew tanaka headcanon where the reason why she was so bitter over silena’s death and why she was so angry that people called silena a ‘hero’ was because she discovered that silena was kronos’s spy before anyone else did
imagine. being known as the ‘bitchy’ aphrodite kid, stumbling across your counselor literally betraying the entire camp. no one will listen to you because they know you have charmspeak, and they know that you’re mean – they can’t trust anything you say.
desperately stirring up cabin drama in the hopes that silena will break up with beckendorf because it would hurt him so much when silena reveals her hand. trying to spread rumors about her so that the other campers will avoid her and so that she’ll do less damage.
keeping track of every young camper that ever talked to silena alone. watching as they disappear, one by one, to join Kronos’s army.
and after the battle, you’re the only one who knows just how many demigods silena sent to join kronos’s army. how many lives were lost, because of her.
you’re the only one who knows how much blood was on her hands when everyone else claims her as a hero.
