#erotic training

My subject (who has become much more than that) teaches us a lot about beginning to play together.

She is adept at asking for what she wants and good with her boundaries, and also describing when and how she wants them shifted and pushed.

I think she found my uTube recordings originally and we began talking. I remember our journey…not sure why it ended years ago (oh yeah, I was immature! :D) but I remember she had written me poems. 

How romantic is that?

Anyway, a first quote from her:

“Letting go completely.. In general for me. In all areas of life.. Is really difficult.”

And this is the problem that women have. To access pleasure, you have to let go. To let go you have to have some trust. If you have a very powerful, active mind (and hypervigiliant for reasons of abuse or past history), pleasure will be very difficult to find.

Trance and arousal are ways to relax this and find pleasure and orgasmic bliss. This is why I use them.

R, [01.08.20 15:20]
I’m going to hypnotize you D.

Gosh i wish you could use another word… Can i… Know a hint beforehand of what you’ll do?

R, [01.08.20 15:23]
Yes

R, [01.08.20 15:23]
What suggestions would you like?

Would you like to be entranced?

Spellbound?

Focused?

Mesmerized?

Transfixed?

Her: “I feel like I’m in a magic shop!”

“Maybe that’s what I crave. A silent mind.”

R
What is that craving for?

That desire you will and no longer can repress or hold back?

When you think of it…and talk about it with me….it’s like you are handing me four cords to bind around your wrists…your ankles…to pull as tightly as only you wish….

#lovefetish