#everything is beautiful and nothing hurts

LIVE

Boyfriend and I made plans for Memorial Day weekend. We’re going to Gettysburg. I got so excited looking at the tourism website I felt like throwing up.

Another self-indulged AU for my blorbos I’m gonna call it clownverse 2:

It’s the moment when Light regains his memories and he’s sure that he’s gonna win and that L is gonna die. And he’s almost celebrating his future victory BUT THEN something happens. Maybe they’re fighting for the last time and maybe L hits him too hard but at some point Light passes out and-

And then he wakes up to the singing of birds, the sun smiles at him through the window and someone’s cuddling against his back. And that someone is L. Light is confused, he has never been that confused in his entire life, maybe not even in that moment when he lost his memories. Is that some kind of a joke, L?, he thinks, Some kind of the investigation method? Another test? They’re not even in the Task Force headquarters. The room where Light is has classic, wooden furniture and he can see a garden through the window. He’s not even sure they’re still in Japan anymore. He’s looking for some tricks, trying to be rational in this situation but when L wakes up and says something like “Mornin’, love”, his eyes grow as big as deer’s eyes on the freeway and he’s like Ok, what the fuck. “It’s not funny, L, you can’t use that kind of tricks on me, I’m no longer your suspect in Kira investigation”.
L puts his thumb to his mouth disoriented.
“Kira? Who is Kira? Light, are you feeling alright?”

And Light quickly finds out how difficult his situation really is. He has no Kira powers. He doesn’t know Misa here. Above the fireplace in the living room there is a photo of him and L from the holidays in Spain. There are also some photos of people Light doesn’t know (he later finds out it’s Matt, Mello and Near and there is also a very unfavorable photo of Roger Mello put on the fridge)
And Light learns that he has been solving cases with L here for several years now. They met accidentally on a case in Japan and fell in love.

Sachiko calls him almost everyday and asks when her boys will come to some dinner. Sayu texts him about her life and college (and she also sends him multiple photos of Ryuga Hideki and informs him that he’s still very hot). Soichiro tells him that he’s so proud of him even if he still doesn’t understand his choice of partner (p a r t n e r ? Light can’t believe his ears when his dad says this)
And he also learns L’s real name AND HE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT. He has his name, his trust but he can’t kill him and it drives him insane.

But of course, soon he will learn how it is to fall in love, how to live a peaceful life, how it is to love and be loved, to share the same bed without handcuffs and lack of trust

But all the good things always come to an end and Light is thrown into Kira’s investigation again, waking up with a headache, in the cold headquarters and with the thought that Rem would soon kill L and he can let it happen or-

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