#exchange student problems

First of all, I didn’t hit anything in Kyudo. 0. Luckily, it was just a training tournament. I’m just gonna do it better next time.

But what really gave me the rest: A “friend" just wrote me she can’t go with me with the bike to school for a while (?!) because her’s is broken. Sorry but I don’t believe this bullshit. I’m sure I’ll even see her with her bike this week. I would be way more grateful if she just told me that she didn’t want to, instead of this bullcrap. Saw it coming. Well. Shit happens

And not even because it’ in Japanese. I can’t seem to think of anything to say…. Or maybe it’s more like I want my speech to be something remembered. I want it to be something that explains how I’ve felt and just how important this has all been to me. But I can’t even figure out how to put all of these feelings into English.