#food addict

I’m feeling motivated and optimistic, and a little scared honestly. My shopping is out of control, my blood sugar is out of control, my exercise is just nonexistent. I’m done shopping. Though I had to spend $300 to get my car today, but I’ll get $200 of that back. I was in a car accident last week. He was uninsured, so I had to pay the deductible up front, but I’ll get $200 back once they prove he’s an uninsured driver, since the deductible for that is only $100. I called the bank today to try to get some of my credit card debt transferred to a card with a lover rate. I should hear back tomorrow as to whether I got approved for that. My starbucks stocks also vested today, so I can access about 1500 if I want to take them all out. I’m not sure If I will or not. It’ll probably depend on whether I get approved for that credit line. I might even then though. So I’m feeling at least slightly optimistic about my debt, though it’ll be a long road. Then I have to figure out my blood sugar. I’m still not eating the best and not exercising and my blood sugar just isn’t getting any better. And it’s not going to get better until I figure myself out. I called my counselor today and left a message to set up an appointment. So I feel like I’m taking steps in getting to where I need to be to at least start. Wish me luck!