#fuck me-

I finally figured out my life, I’ve got severe anxiety (diagnosed, I still drink some caffeine but it’s essentially recommended I don’t at all that’s how bad it is.) BUT YOU KNOW INSTEAD OF BEING SANE AND DEALING WITH MY ANXIETY LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING, AND LISTENING TO MY PSYCHOLOGIST? DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DO? I induce my anxiety, because I love horror, which WHY? What the hell is wrong with me- do you know how many anxiety and panic attacks were self-induced because I couldn’t be bothered to ignore this horrid interest of mine. I need to get my life together. So basically my life is me making my anxiety worse.