#fuckralph

I don’t know where to start. Except I did not have the flu. :( it was much worse. I have a tumor the size of a grapefruit (140mm) Mass and fluid on my reproductive system. I named the tumor Ralph because it make me ralph!!! Ralph has to GO!!! And a host of other issues. If you want to look at my profile you can read more of what is going on.. it is back about a week, after the music.
I have had time to process this and i have turned it over to God.
I am a Great White Shark and i can get through this.. one step at a time. (^^^)
If you pray i could use all the prayers i can get. If you don’t then a positive thought will do fine. I hate to ask things of anyone but this i sure could use. :)
I have appointments for the next few days and then hopefully surgery to remove a bunch of stuff and radiation or Chemo. My husband has really stepped up and has taken very good care of me. He says i earned that and more for taking care of him for 24 years. I never in my wildest dreams or nightmares did i ever think i would go through this. I am good about going to the gyno but this is something that they wouldn’t see on a test. it is on the outside of the reproductive system.
I will be spending my Christmas in the hospital.. that’s ok!!
I will only have my page open for a day and then deactivated till i am better on facebook and here will just sit till i am better. I wanted to let you know where i went so you don’t think i ran off.
I WILL be back to be my good old crazy Great White and babygirl self soon.. this i promise you. I miss you all but i am way to sick to post or play on the internet. I can’t answer messages till i get back, i apologize.
My best wishes to you and yours this Christmas and Merry Christmas and happy Hanukkah.
See you soon! :*