#gainer diary

So, I’ve had this mental block with my gains- tell me if this is relatable or if I’m just crazy.

I love watching guys of all shapes, sizes and colors fatten up and beef up. I think the process is hot as hell, and I think when ANY man gains weight it is unbelievably hot.

But recently, I have had this mental block, where I do not think I will look good if I gain more weight. As if my gain won’t be “unbelievably hot” like every male weight gain I’ve witnessed.

I want to gain weight…I want to gain a lot of weight. But, there is this tiny voice in the back of my head saying, “you won’t be sexy like all of these other guys you’ve seen gain weight. You should stop gaining”. I do gain for myself, but it is hard to silence that voice.

Lmk if this is relatable or if I’m just weird. and if anyone else HAS gone through this, please hmu with some advice to push through it.