#god my heart
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Requested?: I had some interest in omega drop with Ash after answering a question about mates being separated for too long. So here we go! I listened to the album Heartbreak Weather by Niall Horan while writing this, and lemme just say it got me in an angsty mood.
Word Count: 1,562
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics. Alpha!Ashton, genderless Omega!Reader. OMEGA DROP: which involves reader going into a catatonic state due to being away from Ashton for too long. Mentions of blood, panic, nightmares, despair. A scene in a hospital bed. Beta!Crystal and Omega!Sierra are in this fic, as well. This contains a LOT of angst and can be triggering, so please don’t read if it makes you uncomfortable.
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You gasp, bolting upright in bed. Your hands flail out beside you, feeling for the large, warm body that should be lying next to you. The panic rises in your chest when you feel cold sheets and an empty bed. You scrounge for your phone, nearly knocking your glass of water off the nightstand with your shaking hands.
3:19 AM.
Your lockscreen illuminates the pitch black bedroom, a picture of you and Ashton kissing in front of the Eiffel tower.
Your heart pounds in your chest as the reality settles in, head fogged with confusion.
It was just a dream. Only a dream. The blood wasn’t real. So much blood. But it isn’t real.
You know nothing will calm you down until you hear his voice. It’s been the same every other night for the last two weeks.
“Siri,” you pause while you wait for the familiar ding of voice recognition, “call Ash.”
Your phone starts ringing, and you’re biting your lip as you wait for him to answer. Ring after ring, your heart sinks, mind telling you that you weren’t dreaming. That somehow it had actually happened and you’d forgotten, lived a life without your mate, and were now imagining things. Lost to the hallucinations and forced to relive the tragedy of losing him.
