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Seojoon’s fear of abandonment stems from the fact that his parents have been absent for most of his life (much like Jiwoo when he left home very young). And it hurts knowing every time Seojoon ate saffron risotto, he’d get emotional because it’s the last meal he had in Italy when he visited his parents (who “abandoned” him in Korea). It’s only after Jiwoo taught him how to make it, that his mind was full of happy memories: “now every time I eat this, I’ll think of you.” It hurts even more thinking that after Jiwoo left him with only a note, this must’ve triggered his fear of abandonment and sad memories of the dish again.
