#hindi po kayo nagkulang

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May 9, 2022, Pilipinas

I am a public school elementary teacher and one of my students’ parent joked on our group chat:

“Ma'am, hindi ko na lang paaralin si ***** kasi yung susunod nga na presidente, hindi nakatapos pero successful naman.”

I knew it was a joke and patutsada sa ibang mga magulang na bumoto ng tax evader at anak ng diktador. Still, it was humiliating.

As I type these words, I can’t help but cry while remembering all the hardships I had to go through para lang makapagtapos—para lang matawag na isang Licensed Professional teacher. It was very personal for me, and just like many of my colleagues, feeling namin failure kami.

A lot of filipinos may not feel it but despite the education system’s flaws and the lack of the government’s support, we, the teachers, are all giving our very best.

Ilagay niyo kami sa face to face class, maga-adjust kami.

Ilagay niyo kami sa online class, gagawan pa rin namin ng paraan.

Ilagay niyo kami sa hybrid setup, gagawan pa rin namin yan ng paraan.

Patungan niyo man kami ng napakaraming administrative work, hindi rin namin yan pababayaan.

Saan ba kami nagkulang?

It still blows my mind that a lot of other supporters took it as a competition between Leni and BBM. Hindi po kasi ganon. Kakampinks were aggressive kasi uhaw kami sa good governance while other supporters are aggressive kasi they want to prove us wrong.

Kung “kabutihan” ang basehan ng nakararami at nakikita yun kay Bongbong Marcos, siguro masamang tao talaga ako.

Gusto kong radikal na magmahal pero patuloy na ginagawang puta ng nakararami ang Pilipinas.

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