this is absolutely out of nowhere, very useless and un-asked for update of my life/mental health, so if you’re not interested in these kind of things, you don’t have to read this. <3
So as a lot of you may know, I’ve started this blog last year with Thiam themed posts. To say it was fun would be an understatement. I had a purpose in my life, coming up with more and more posts, creating GIFs or AUs was a blessing and my English has developed immensely since I’ve written something about forty fanfics. At that time, I didn’t feel okay, waking up each day felt like an ordeal and I had no one I could rely on, and burying myself in piles and piles of Thiam was the only way to make me feel happy. I have met a lot of new people, developed many skills and hobbies and I finally felt good. However, you might notice I’ve stopped posting and I just want to let you know that it’s not because I fell into it again, no. It’s the complete opposite. I feel awesome and I’m waking up each day with passion and light and freedom. I am confident, motivated, happy, busy even and I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt this way. I’m hanging out with my friends more than ever before and I feel whole. Sometimes it’s still hard, but now I have the feeling like I can fight through it and continue being happy. Why am I writing this? Because partly it’s because of you. Because of the Thiam community I had got enough time to escape from reality only to come back stronger than ever before. Because of all the support and kindness, I was able to get over my long time mental health issues and fix my real-life issues as well.
So that’s the reason why I’m not posting anymore (even though I’m pretty sure no one really cares, but I just wanted to let you know how grateful I am). Don’t get me wrong, I loved all the fanfics and posts but I feel like this period of my life has given me everything it should have and now it’s time to move on…so unfollow me if you want, ask me something, message me…anything you want… I’m still here, I’m just not gonna be posting anymore. I love y'all so very much. I didn’t think I would be ever able to get out of that dark place but I did it and you are one of the reasons why I accomplished it. So thank you ❤️
