#i completely understand what you mean
there are two wolves inside me
one of them wants to love and protect england, to keep him safe from all the bad in the world and also from himself. wants him to grow as a person and as a friend and mentor, to battle his trauma and become someone others look up to and can learn from. someone who others love as much as he eventually loves himself.
the other one wants to make him suffer <3
Make him happy then rip it away to make him suffer. ….then make him comforted and heal and happy again. Repeat.
