#i think a few other blogs have this same problem

hey omfggg

so first things first, i got my laptop fixed yay!

second i’m so sorry i’ve been like mia i was gonna have something ready to post but you will not believe what i had gone through this weekend.

so i use tinder and this one guy i matched with was looking for fwb and i wasn’t really looking for that so he was like hey i have friend for you.

he’s looking for A SUGAR BABY!!

and deadass i was like yessss, but then i kinda came down from like mania and came back to reality after i almost fucked myself over on top of this mess and after consulting friends and advice. i just didn’t think it was a good for me right now. idk maybe later lmaooo but it was wild (ps ive never been in a real relationship and this was a bit too forward like 0 to 1000, so that also played a part because sex was expected in this dynamic obvi)

he was like soooo nice and i felt so bad but i think fanfic kinda ruined my expectations obvi and it was a bit overwhelming and scary bc this is real life not a movie.

also i lowkey know i was finna catch feelings and that would’ve been bad for like my mental health and emotions so it’s a no for now lol

anyways i’m gonna take a small break to just write write write and get through an upcoming performance and i will see you all v soon babes!!