#im just really really sad

#im just really really sad    #and scared    #and helpless    #and i hate it    #im just so upset    #im sitting in the comfort of my home    #complaining about cleaning    #and joking about drinking fireball to get me through    #and there are so many bigger things happening out there    #and its terrifying    #and i know its only a few    #but that doesnt make it any less terrifying    #and i just want it to stop    #i want people to stop dancing around the subject    #i want the media to call a spade a fucking spade    #these are terror attacks    #they are intentional    #so stop denying it    #and do something    #and gosh    #i just want it to stop    #and its not going to    #and i cant do amything to fix it    #selfie    #154365