#imsosorry

Ok so I just had a panic attack at the literal SIGHT of a confederate flag and it was a lot so we gonna write some headcanons about that YAY!

My comfort character: Bokuto

⚠️ warnings: panic attack, anxiousness, racism, talk about slavery, fear, crying, hyperventilating, uncomfortable themes

Bokuto with a black s/o who sees a confederate flag

Owl Man :

• I want to see my little boy (here he comes) I want to see my little boy
• N e ways, you and Bokuto are in America because he’s playing there later in the week.
• You feel really good being back in America again because you were feeling kinda homesick in Japan.
• There are so many things you want to show him in your home state
• As you are walking around and enjoying your day, all of a sudden you see it.
• “That” flag is sitting on top of someone’s Ford truck parked on the street.
• You suddenly pull him back hard. He almost trips on his feet because of it.
• Your breathing gets really hard and your eyes become teary really quickly.
• You dashed back the way you came while ordering an Uber to take you back to your mom’s house immediately.
• Bokuto immediately runs after you but you are just flying outta that situation.
• When you get into the Uber, you realize you forgot about him in your panicked state.
• So you decide to have the car wait until he’s caught up with you.
• When he finally makes it into the back seat he is so confused.
• He’s really dense so he won’t be able to read that you don’t wanna talk about it.
• “Why did you run away all of a sudden y/n?”
• “What happened?”
• No response
• He nor you says anything the rest of the ride.
• As soon as you walk in the door you start BAWLING
• “KO I’M SO SORRY I RUINED YOUR DAY BUT I WAS REALLY SCARED AND I PANICKED BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID FLAG THAT I SAW!”
• He has no idea what to do or why exactly you are so upset and full of fear.
• Mans is dummy so I doubt he payed attention in history a lot. Much less ANOTHER country’s history.
• He just holds you and and starts tearing up himself because he doesn’t like to see his lil owl cry
• He goes to you room to cuddle you until you fall asleep.
• When you wake up you finally feel a lot better.
• You go to the kitchen because you can smell Taco Bell and you RUN
• Bokuto is near the counter unpacking the food for you two.
• You don’t say anything until you are both seated on the couch together
• You finally tell him why you got so scared earlier and it looks like his heart shattered into a million pieces.
• He knows people were mean to you just because of who you were, but he had no idea that it went back that far into history
• You tell him what that flag means and he doesn’t know how to process it
• He felt so BAD that he had no clue what was going on before.
• Bokuto is a sensitive guy so then HE starts to cry and think about all that you’ve gone through just to survive.
• He cannot take that his baby was fearing for their LIFE in a place they grew up.
• It makes him sick that people really think in this way about people who look like you, even though you are not a bad person
• Bokuto promises to be more aware of things like this in the future and mans REALLY means it
• He doesn’t want anyone to feel this way while he’s around.
• SO HE CALLS NERD KUROO WHO IS ACROSS THE GLOBE FOR HELP ON THE SUBJECT LMAO
• Kuroo also knows jack-shit about black history so he tells Bo to talk to someone WHO IS BLACK!
• “Broo I gotta question?” “This better be good that you are calling at 3am bro” “ what can I do to make y/n feel safe because of r@cists?” “Idk hug her, buy food? Bo, talk to someone with her experiences like her parents or Aran.” “ THAT MAKES SENSE BRO THX☺️” “imma sleep now” BEEP
• So he talks to your parents the next day about the situation yesterday and they seem really sad but not surprised.
• He listens as they explain things that they went through and the severity of the problem in America.
• You better BELIEVE he advocates for Black Lives Matter more than ever now. ✊
• He wants to educate people back home in Japan, and all his fans across the globe about this topic.
• You are really proud that you could get a man as great as this one. ❤️❤️❤️

OK THIS MADE ME FEEL WAY BETTER EVEN THO HE AINT REAL! someone get me a bo-

Some of y’all are bout to be real mad at me, but it must be said… OIKAWA DOES NOT WORK WITH SEASON 4 ARTSTYLE