[Image description: 5 square gifs of Eddie Diaz and Evan Buckley from 9-1-1 with the lyrics to Supercut by Lorde. Gif 1: Three shots of Eddie from the promo for 5b fading through black; in bed staring at the ceiling, sitting up with his face in his hands, crying while holding the baseball bat. Text says, “in my head.” Gif 2: A triple vision edit of Buck staring at Eddie with blank shock after he gets shot. Text says, “these ribbons wrap me up.” Gif 3: Three scenes glitching together; Eddie having a panic attack in the suit shop, Buck leaning over Eddie in the firetruck after he gets shot, Eddie having a panic attack in the air control tower. Text says “these ribbons wrap me up.” Gif 4: Eddie at the hospital fire, looking at Buck as he asks for help coping with their loss. Text says, “but when I reach for you.” Gif 5: A series of gifs with a black border, featuring Buck and Eddie in danger throughout the seasons; Buck’s face covered in Eddie’s blood, Eddie on the ground looking up at Buck, Buck in the factory fire during Buck Begins, Buck’s face over Eddie’s in the firetruck, Eddie after the well collapsed, Eddie on the floor of the firetruck, Buck in the tsunami, and Eddie in the hospital after he got shot. Text says, “there’s just a supercut.” End ID.]
I just want to make sure you don’t think that you have to lose everything before you can allow yourself to feel anything.
[Image description: 8 gifs of Eddie Diaz from 9-1-1.
ID 1: In a scene from season 3, Eddie explains how his dad raised him. He says, “Look, I know it sucks. But that’s life, right? Whenever stuff didn’t work out for me, my dad always told me to brush it off and keep moving forward.”
ID 2: In a scene from season 3, Lena tries to help Eddie after she catches him at a fight. She tells him, “Eddie! You need to talk to someone.” He replies, “You know what? Just save the lecture.”
ID 3: In a scene from season 3, Bobby tries to talk Eddie into exploring his feelings of grief. Eddie brushes him off by saying, “No, Christopher needs me to be in control. I’m the only parent he has left and I can’t let him down again.”
ID 4: In a scene from season 5, Dr. Salazar asks Eddie about any underlying causes of his panic attacks, asking, “Any lifestyle changes lately? Any new stressors?” Eddie looks at Ana and says, “No, nothing. It’s been great…right?”
ID 5: In a scene from season 5, Buck tries to get Eddie to open up about seeing Dr. Salazar. Eddie looks at him before saying, “You don’t give up, do you? I’m fine, Buck.” Buck insists, “People who are fine don’t go and see cardiologists.”
ID 6: In a scene from season 5, Eddie pushes off of the firetruck, struggling with the thought that he and Buck were too late to save the kids in the hospital fire. He asks Buck, “What are we supposed to do with that?” Buck replies, “We put it away and save the next one.”
ID 7: In a scene from season 5, Eddie talks to Carla about Christopher’s nightmares. He mentions the shooting and she responds, “You’re still thinking about (the shooting)?” Eddie looks away and shrugs, “Now and then…”
ID 8: In a scene from the promo for 5b, Eddie sits on the floor with a baseball bat in his hands, face scrunched up as he breaks down crying. Buck sits off to the side, facing him.
i just want to make sure you don’t think you have to lose everythingbefore you can allow yourself to feel anything.
Gif one: Buck is leaning over Eddie, covered in Eddie’s blood. The gif is black and white. Text reads, “Sorry about the mess.”
Gif two: Flashing black and white gif of Buck dragging Eddie under the firetruck after he’s been shot. There’s a glitch effect before transitioning to Eddie sitting up in bed, waking up from a nightmare. Text reads, “I guess it’s your mess now, isn’t it?”
Gif three: Two gifs transitioned together. One of Eddie laying in bed with an arm behind his head, the other of him next to Buck, clutching a baseball bat and sobbing. Text reads, “yeah, i guess it is.”
