#its okay im too asexual to be porn breakdown lan zhan

I was talking to a friend about being somewhat between hyperfixations and feeling very aimless, and about the fact that I’m starting to get my brain function back from the New Job Transition stress but don’t know what to DO with all that potential ability to do things, and it struck me that I could, you know, Schedule My Days To Include All The Things That Make Me Feel Like I Had A Good Day and then do them according to the schedule, which immediately sounded TERRIBLE

Except

Then I realized

That is how you get to be Lan Zhan in a ScarlettStorm modern AU

which is, obviously, the absolute pinnacle of neurodivergent life goals