#kawata nahoya x reader

↪ knives in a shell - n. kawata

- in which nahoya knows nothing but how to destroy himself in the pit of darkness. will you save him?

prologue of: short series (1)

timeline: first future, souya is absent in this time, along with mitsuya who doesn’t make gang appearance despite being alive. toman executive nahoya x fem! reader

a/n:it’s still in planning mostly but i’m too busy to fasten it’s progress. so i decided to upload this little thing anyway. i have yet to decide on whether to create a tag list or not, but if you’d like to be added, comment down below.

“protect me?”

nahoya grumbles at hislast words in the meekest of voices, the subtlest of whispers ringing painfully among the clashing wind. he wishes so badly to get it out of his head, get it to just stop. but it ceases to in the most persistent way, thrashing in the corners of his head till all he hears are the voices of that raspy yet soft tenor, that voice of selflessness, that voice of his other half.

“souya come back,” he fists his hair into his hands, traces of his smile long gone, “I swear big brother will do it right. big bro will protect you.”

“come back, little bro. I know you’re still there,” nahoya’s knees fall to the stone floor, his knees scraping harshly against the uneven surface- and he can’t seem to care, can’t seem to feel the throbbing pain shooting through his knees, can’t seem to grasp the hideous headache tearing him apart, can’t seem to stop the surge of tears that don’t follow his will anymore.

he’s going crazy.

nahoya feels utterly numb, as if the sharpest of knives carved a sheath hole into his chest and left his heart in bereft darkness, excruciating and unbearable. nahoya knows he’s lost such a huge part of himself, his other half, his twin devil- and it’s all because of himself, his carelessness and his ignorance.

nahoya takes all the blame upon his weighted shoulders, shoulders that slouch with a ton of bricks breaking against their blades. nahoya smashes the bottle of alcohol against the floor, debris of broken glass splashing around him like powder in the air. he feels a few of the tiny glasses stab against his palm, his skin, but it doesn’t hurt at all.

It can’t hurt when he’s profusely bleeding through his chest, punching what feels like the stab of death on his ribcage.

nahoya feels regretful, hurt and lost.

nahoya feels halved.

but he can’t feel the warmth of his brother serenading his beating heart, he cannot feel his little brother, his twin devil.

he cannot feel anything.

and what reason is there to fix his life if not for souya?

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Title -Helping Hand

Fandom-Tokyo revengers.

Summary-You’re Angry’s first serious girlfriend, and He just cant seem to figure out how to get you off, but luckily for him His big brother has his back.

Cw- Fem reader, Fem anatomy, Body descriptions, Porn without plot, Voluntary Cuckholding, Established Relationship.

Y’re not doing it r-right Souta" You whimper, face scrunched up due to the painful rhythm Your boyfriend is pushing his fingers in and out of your sore cunt.

He grunts in frustration, fingers going still.

“I could-could just Suck you off Baby you don’t have to-

"Shut the hell up and let me do this.” He barks cutting you off, cheeks reddening as his fingers return to their brutish pace. He’d Be damned If he didn’t make you cum at least once tonight.

Souta isn’t a virgin.

in fact -He’s far from it.

He gets his rightful pick of toman’s Prostitutes’ and damn near every woman within a quarter-mile radius of him would kill for the chance to sleep with toman’s Infamous Angry. His sexual experience Damn sure isn’t the problem.

His past regard-or lack thereof for his partner’s pleasure is.

In Souta’s Defense, He’s never fucked with someone he’s actually cared enough about to make sure they got off too.

Up until you, he was used to sticking his dick into whatever Toman bitch he wanted to and then dipping after he came. He never stopped to think “Does this feel good for them” or shit like that.

However, He cares about you, In fact, you’re the first girl He’s ever cared about. And it makes him feel like shit that you wrap those pretty brown lips around him-bounce on his cock every other night and he can’t even finger you right.

“I-Its really ok you don’t-

Your cut off by the sound of the room door creaking open.

"Angry where the fuck is my Helmet, I told you to stop touching my shi-FUCK”

You’re hands fly to cover yourself up as you register that Smiley just walked in but Angry’s hands are faster as he pins your wrist to back down to the mattress. “ Be fucking still” He growls, scowl deepening.

“I thought I fucking told you to knock before coming in here” Souya hisses. You expect for him to at least straighten himself out but his fingers trail right back down to your abused cunt.

“That looks fucking painful, smiley laughs stepping toward the bed. "He hurting you sweetheart?”

You nod, tears welling up in your eyes.

“You never told me your girlfriend had such nice tits "Smiley grins Elbowing his brother. "T’s a shame you don’t know what to do with all that… He trails off.

"I bet she’s so pent up Souta, Have you ever even made her cum?”

Smileys much closer now, you can feel his breath on your face.

“I could teach you y'know” His thumb traces over your nipple and you’re sure Souta might punch him in the face.“ Give you a helping hand -someone this pretty deserves to be treated nicely right?

Angry says nothing, but slides off the bed and lets his brother take his place beside you.

"He’s been so rough with you pretty girl ” Smiley grins pushing a braid behind your ear. “Let me show him how to make you feel good.”

Your head feels heavy like lead but still, you nod, spreading your legs open a little wider for him.

“Ya see you’re problem is Y’re so used to fucking girls Souta” Smiley starts fingers dipping down to trace soft circles on your clit “You’ve never made love to one.”

You breathe hitches as you glance at your boyfriend whos spread out on a chair, his hand reaching for the zipper of his pants.

“Making love is a lot like riding a motorcycle ” Nahoya groans, slinking down until his face is level with your cunt.“

"You can’t just get on it and expect it to go right?” He asks, tongue flicking out to take kitten licks at your pussy .“ Ya gotta rev it up first.

"foreplay is like revving up a girl so you can make her feel real good.”

Your back arches off the mattress as his mouth latches onto your clit.

“Ya gotta take care of pretty things like this Souta.”

His words send shivers down your spine and you’re eyes flicker between Souta and Nahoya.

“ look at him baby” Smiley groans, eating your cunt like a starved man “ He’s Your boyfriend after all-I’m just here to help.”

You’re eyes land on Angry as his cock bucks up into his fist. His head is tossed back and you don’t think you’ve ever seen him such a whimpering mess.

“I’d say your thoroughly revved. ” Smiley grins Pulling his mouth away from your cunt, Positioning himself between your legs.

“This part is important Souta,” Smiley says, the pretty pink tip of his cock brushing against your entrance.“ Ya, can’t just jam it in-You gotta f-fuck You gotta ease it in there.”

You’re not sure if Nahoya is bigger than Souta but his cock fills you up so nicely, your legs instinctively wrap around his waist.

“Now since you’re making love with er’ n not fucking her -you gotta give her nice deep thrusts -try and -fuck-try and hit her sweet spot. Nahoya moans Head resting in the crook of your neck. You can still hear Souta Whimpering.

"You’ll know when you’ve hit that spot in her when she -

"F-Fuck -Souta I’m- It feels so good ” You yell out hands grabbing onto the sheets.

“Ya here how she’s calling for ya Souta-Fuck- even when I’m the one balls deep in er ” Smiley shouts Hips stuttering “ She really fucking loves you huh?”

And you really do love Souta, because it’s him your eyes stay fixed on even as his brother is pounding into you so deliciously.

“ Tell him-’ Tell Souta how much you love him while you cum on my cock baby”

“ Love you-Love you s'much Souta-Fuck” You whimper Shaking rapidly as your orgasm crashes through you, At the same time you hear Angry’s breath hitch as he lets out a breathy “Fuck”, a telltale sign he came.

Smiley pulls out smoothly cumming on your stomach.

“After you’ve succeeded making your pretty girl feel good, ya gotta make sure she’s ok too,” Smiley says, planting a kiss on your forehead, “But ill leave all that mushy shit to your actual boyfriend.

"Besides I’m sure He’s at least good at aftercare right? ” Smiley laughs slinking out of the room.

“Aftercare?” Angry groans. “The fuck is that?”

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