expressing my thoughts and asking for your opinions

(sorry for the double post!)

so, this post is going to be quite long because i want to talk about something that is constantly bothering myself. actually, it’s not that important but i want to have some opinions so i can finally make up my own mind (my sentence doesn’t make any freaking sense).

so, now, i have 5 kpop groups that i really follow, and consider myself as a fan of. but there are some groups where i don’t know where to position myself. for example, if we take txt, i own some of their albums and i listen to some of their songs, but i don’t watch any of their official content. the same goes for super junior too. there’s also the case of blackpink, where i like to listen to their songs and i sometimes watch compilation videos of the group, but aside from that i don’t have any albums of the groups nor do i watch any official content of the group.

anyway, what i mean to ask you guys by writing this is how do we consider that someone belongs in a kpop fandom? are there some criteria or is it only something personnal??

i’m sorry for being so boring by asking all of this, but i am someone who really likes to have others’ opinions on things like this. even through it isn’t that important in reality.

(first, for the people that follow me on tumblr, i’m sorry for the double post!!)

so, i’ll try to make this post too long, but i kinda wanted to know if i’m not alone on this, or if it’s just because i’m too narrow-minded, and it’s all my fault.

so, as a kpop listener, there are groups that i started to stan now, and not at their beginnings. like ateez for example. i only started to stan them after the end of kingdom, when they left some impressions on me. but before that, i never really looked their way, and only listened to some songs of them.

and where i’m going with that is there is only three groups i can’t stan. like, i like their music but, like i don’t want to know anything more. even when i watch videos compilations about them, i really don’t feel the need to know more about them. and it’s only like that with these three groups. and these groups are : nct 127, nct u and nct dream. but i have no idea why i can’t just like them, and sometimes i feel guilty because these guys have done nothing bad to me personnally.

so i wanted to know if some of you guys have these groups that you listen to sometimes, but you just can’t get into them. i don’t want to be alone like this, or else i’ll feel more guilty.

disclamer : i have nothing against nct. as i said, i’m the one who feels more guilty because i have no idea why i can’t get into them. so please don’t insult me because it really is not an attack against nct.