#lazer sail boat

Some things are coming back to me. My art, my drive, my… Self. Still not 100% pieced back together, but getting there.

I’m getting ready to leave Hawaii. It’ll have been a full year by the time I leave; a full, heavy year. It feels like a dream. I left so abruptly to come here with no time for preparations, and now I’m not sure how to prepare to go back. Everything’s so different, and going to continue to be so. I think I’m a little bit of a different person now, but also even more me than I previously knew.

I’m a sailing instructor now. I never even knew I had an interest in sailing until I was kind of forced to do it. Now it’s like, shaping my whole life? I can only teach at a beginner level, as I am pretty beginner level myself, but I’ve already won races against people far more experienced than me so I think I have some idea what I’m doing. And it’s a lot of fun. Hit me up if you’re ever on the big island and I’ll teach you too ⛵