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Part 1:Chapter 1Chapter 2 Chapter 3Chapter 4Chapter 5Chapter 6Chapter 7Chapter 8Chapter 9Chapter 10Chapter 11Chapter 12Chapter 13Chapter 14
Part 2:Chapter 15Chapter 16Chapter 17Chapter 18Chapter 19Chapter 20Chapter 21Chapter 22Chapter 23Chapter 24 Chapter 25
Chapter 25: It’s Over and Gone
Simon
I should have know it would have needed a sacrifice in return. I should have know all of this. I just didn’t think. I never think. I guess I won’t have to now.
I should have told Penny and Baz what I was trying to do. I should have researched, or tried to do something. I shouldn’t have trusted a dream.
I hoped. Hope is a powerful and important thing. Now I know that it’s dangerous.
Ebb isn’t coming back. And neither am I.
I suppose I should start from the beginning, shouldn’t I?
When I woke up, I knew I had to try to get Ebb back. I just rain out of the room and ran to the Chapel. To the place she died. Baz followed me. I tried to tear a hole in the Veil to pull her back through.
Baz was screaming at me but I couldn’t hear a thing he said. Just my name, over and over.
Simon. SIMON!
The air got thick around me as I fought my way through to the other side. I wasn’t sure it would really work. It’s like the bottom of a lake. Like I’m drowning. I didn’t see Ebb anywhere.
When I turned around, the Chapel room was fuzzy and far away. I could see Baz looking at me, but I could tell he couldn’t really see me. The gap was shrinking and dimming. Closing me off trapped on the other side.
I tried to fight my way back, but the hole closed in front of me. I’m stuck on the other side of the Veil. Dead. Alone.
Baz
I keep waiting to wake up from this nightmare. I’ve had my share of them. Ones about Simon dying. But I can’t seem to wake up.
Everything happened so fast. He was asleep one minute, then gone the next.
I’ve taken to the Catacombs. I’m draining all the rats I can find. Taking Snow’s death out on them. Not caring about depleting the population. If I run out of rats, maybe I can die and join him. And my mother.
No one has seen Wellbelove since that morning. She went missing after she heard the news. I think she ran away.
Bunce has been swiping my liquor, and getting into fights. Trying to blot this out. When I came to find her, stumbling and crying, it was like she could just tell. That he wasn’t coming back. I collapsed into a chair crying and she started screaming. I think she knew this would happen, but didn’t want to admit it.
We went back to the Chapel, but there was no trace of him. He’s just gone.
I am so, so sorry for leaving things with the April fools chapter…. I’m so sorry….
Hey everyone!! I hope everyone has been doing well or at least are making it through things ok! I haven’t been on here in ages and I’m sorry about that.
However I do have a thing to announce! If you’ve been following me for a long time, you may remember the Carry On Big Bang I was a part of a couple of years ago where I was writing a fic called Fire and Rain that I sadly never quite finished. Good news though! I’m going back to it!
I apparently never posted it to Ao3, so I will be doing that and posting it all there. I have everything written except for the epilogues (there are 5 of them, I can never write anything short >///<) but I’m going to go ahead and start posting chapters soon, so keep an eye out! My ao3 is the same as my Tumblr (Pixiecodesnowbaz) if you’re interested in reading it!
P.s. I love you guys and I send you all hugs/etc
