#lost 2 k people in less than two months
i know it’s the least expectable thing from me but lemme excuse myself a little
my May was absolutely horrible and for almost three weeks I was literally just. Ripped out from the reality I lived in before; long story short, I suddenly had to finish the diploma! A document written solemnly by me myself and I. It was supposed to be about 50 pages long (A4), 12px Times New Roman and a huge number of sources (preferably books but who cares honestly) - that’s basically the way to finish the university in my country.
IT WAS VERY BAD HAHAHA I woke up at 8 am and usually finished working at night; doing nothing else but writing. Writing, writing, writing, just constant work. TELL YOU WHAT I actually managed to do it in those three weeks, but the stress absolutely drained me completely - hell, my gel nails dropped off from the drop of vitamins and pure stress. Yeah, happens right? It’s fine though because nature is healing right now, and so am I!
I’m actually feeling weird as hell, because I have a constant feeling of. Something hanging over my head you know? Like I’m supposed to do something when I’m just, pretty much free! But it surely will go away soon - I’m trying to get back to drawing and surprisingly it’s not that easy, as the last time was nothing but just deep artblock. LIKE IMAGINE you have a talent and when you think “hey this will be my stress relief when I need it” TALENT JUST GOES ✌ and you’re not able to hold a stylus for the following weeks, WILD ISNT THAT
so yeah, anyway. When I said I wanna continue DSMP x Slime Rancher au, I definitely meant it - I just need some ideas. And I wanna try something new, too. Specifically, with Bugsnax, because I’m just. God, I’m fixating over it so much - I love this game. And I wanna share it with you!
So I hope you stick along - I will be incredibly pleased if you will :)
I don’t usually show myself in the internet, but this time I wanna make an exception because. Why not! I feel like I never showed myself to you and well, I just wanna share my immaculate happiness! My friend took the photo when we went to our university to complete the documentation and give them the printed versions of our diplomas :)
so yeah! I’ll be back, eventually. It ain’t that easy to defeat
