#maybe neither

LIVE

I’ve been feeling super shitty lately (see previous post). Happy hour is tonight, and I think I want to go.

But I don’t know if I want to be cuddled and complimented and comforted or intensely beaten and hurt for at least an hour until I’m sobbing and shaking and terrified, even if I beg and sad cry and ask sincerely for it to stop.

Maybe both.

#hurt me #why not both #feeling shitty #beat me #cuddle me #maybe neither #i dont know if ill even be able to handle happy hour #but i think i should go anyway #if its both i should have them done in reverse order #help me clear my mind 
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Tue, 06 Jan 2015 13:24:36
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