Three strikes.

Miguel Diaz x female plus size reader.

Request by: @agirlwithanpureheartThank you much hun for requesting.

Plot: Everyone has insecurities, some more then others. Miguel noticed his girlfriend start to acted different, getting distant. Then she started to ignore him for someone else, who? He didn’t know for sure. But, he did notice a  certain Robby Keene hanging around her. Miguel try’s to get his girlfriend back but she thinks he is love with his ex.

Notes: The world is a little different then the show. Nothing really you should know.

Warnings:Self doubt, cheating accusations, self deprecation, angst. Sam larusso. Jealous Miguel. Asshole Robby. A little spicy thoughts.

Length: Middle/long.

Being in love with a guy you think is out of your League is hard to put it lightly. You’ve always struggled with your looks and your own views on yourself. When Miguel ask you out, you were over the moon with happiness but with a relationship comes insecurities sometimes.

You compared yourself to Sam all the time. Wished you could look like her so maybe Miguel could have someone better looking to call a girlfriend. Sam larusso was like the beautiful girl next door you wished you could be. Skinny, pretty, rich and had everyone fall for her.

Your insecurities got the better of you and told you that Miguel couldn’t love you like he told you. He went from Sam to you. She’s skinny and your not. He could never love you. Your a rebound. That was only some of the things your mind told you.

You started to pull off more, he noticed but didn’t want to push you to talk. He would miss the way you looked when he called you beautiful, or when he kissed you. You felt guilty, taking love that wasn’t tea meant for you.

So today in lunch is where it all crumpled down.

“You couldn’t beat the end boss with a weapon like that” you listen in to demetri’s rant about some game the guys talked about. Miguel had his arm wrapped around your waist as everyone ate their lunch.

You turned to look at him and you saw him looking over at the table Sam sat at. Your chest filled with heart break, it caused you to feel sick and want to cry.

“I have to go to the bathroom, I’ll meet with you guys after school” A lie you told them. Miguel looked up at your with worrying but you just took his arm off of you and walked away with your bag in hand.

As soon as you left the lunch room, tears started to fall and a whimper left your lips. You tried so hard to not left it affect you, but your boyfriend didn’t love you.

After what felt like forever you finally got to the corner where the bathrooms are but as soon as you turned you hit something and fell back. It was soft but hard as hell and you grounded in pain as you landed on the floor. 

“Are you okay?” You looked up at the voice you have heard before. Robby Keene. You felt so embarrassed, here you are on the floor while you cried over something so stupid.

Robby looked at your face and it stained with wet tears and his look softly and offered you a hand. “Hey, what’s wrong” you let him help you up while you sniffled.

“Yeah. I’m sorry for bumping into you” you gave him a sad look and he only smiled at you. “You couldn’t probably see because of those tears in your eyes. Wanna talk about?”

You’ve never really talked to Robby before, but he hung around Sam a lot so you couldn’t share your problem. Plus your boyfriend had a feud with him, but he was being so nice.

“It’s stupid boyfriends problems” Robby’s eyebrows frowned down, he knew your boyfriend. How could anyone hurt a sweat cute girl like you? He’s noticed you around school, he would be lying if he didn’t think about having you to himself. Maybe this was the perfect time to swoop in.

“Well, I actually know we have next period together if you want to talk about it. Or we can just sit together, if you want?” You smiled at the thought. He was very sweet and you needed a friend right now. 

“Yeah, I’d like that.”

Miguel missed you, he was worried when you just up and left at lunch. He’s noticed lately that you’ve been pulling away but he didn’t want to say anything. He wanted to give you some space and talk to him when you’re ready but he was getting really worried.

“Have you figure out what your getting, y/n?” Hawk throw his arms around the boy as they walked to class. Miguel smiled at the thought of their anniversary coming up, he was very excited about it.

“Well, at lunch I noticed moon wearing a pretty bracelet. I’m think of asking her where she gets her jewelry from, Y/n seems to love them” hawk kinda dropped at the mention of moon but got over it because his friend was happy.

“Hell yeah, chicks love jewelry. Maybe one day you can give her the big deal” hawk teased as he raises his eyebrows up and down. Miguel blushes at the thought, he felt all warm inside.

“Yeah, maybe” Miguel walked right by your class door just to look for you and what he saw he stop in his tracks and walked back. You sat next to Robby laughing at something he said, Miguel felt so anger in his chest but tried not let it get to him.

“Woah, bro chill.” Hawk paused and patted his chest. “She loves you, plus we can always give him a warning” Miguel glared daggers into Robby’s skull but the bell rang before he could go into the room.

Miguel was hurt, and jealous. Robby’s was talking to His girl. You left to go to the bathroom and not to see him, right?

You left school before Miguel could reach you, he texted you and called you but you missed every one. You couldn’t talk to him right now, you couldn’t face the terms your boyfriend didn’t love you.

You cried into your pillow, as soon as you got home from school. You thought you could push the thoughts aside just so you could be with him. No matter how much you wanted to believe he liked you, loved you, the facts said other wise.

The looks he would send her way, the way you looked, he hasn’t even told you he loved you yet. You’ve been dating for a year and it’s okay to take things slow but maybe he just didn’t.

The first strike.

After crying that night Robby started texting you and trying to make you feel better. Robby’s reasons aren’t what you thought, friendly is what you thought. Oh, you were so wrong. He wanted to steal you away from Miguel, he’s had a small crush on you.

You sent Miguel some texts and told him you were busy with your parents and they picked you up. But nothing more other then small messages and he panicked. Did he do something wrong? Why were you avoiding him?

He talked with hawk, he said to just talk to you and sort it out. Which he actually wanted to do so he found you by your locker the next school day and came up behind you and hugged you.

You jumped in surprise and as soon as his face came into view everything started to flood back into your mind. “Good morning beautiful, how’s your morning” he kissed your cheek which you pulled away right after.

“Good, and yours?” You looked into your locker and anywhere but him. But having pictures of him all over your locker didn’t help. Miguel noticed you pull away after the kiss and was about to ask you about it but your phone went off.

He watched as you picked it up and smiled, he got jealous all over again. Even if it wasn’t anyone he needed to worry about but he was trying to talk to you but you just gave your attention to them.

“Good” he replied as he put on a fake smile. You both walked to class and in silence because you didn’t want to talk. Miguel held you close though and talked for the both of you.

The second strike.

It’s been all day and you’ve barley talked to him. Your eyes looked so sad and he could tell you didn’t feel to happy, you’ve barely smiles. You only smiled at your phone and he was getting slowly pissed off by it.

He watched you smile at your phone, and every time he said who it was, you just replied by saying it was a friend. You didn’t like Robby like that by no means, yes he was attractive. But you loved Miguel and no matter how much you hurt right now, you would never do that to him.

You didn’t tell Miguel you were talking to Robby because it might upset him, was that wrong? Yes, but you thought you were doing a good thing. It’s not like he needed to know everything you did, plus nothing was going on. Well, on your side at least.

He finally had enough at the end of the day, outside in the parking lot.

“Babe you wanna come over? You can come to practice and after we can go to eat” he ask while walking with you outside, you under his arm.

But after a minute of silence from you he looked at you. Your eyes glued to your phone, smiling and texting away, not even paying attention to him. Something in him snapped.

“Y/n? Please talk to me for once” he raised his voice in annoyance. You snapped your head up and closed your phone and tiled your head. He looked angry and he never raised his voice, so he was serious.

“What did you say?” You blink and he rolled his eyes. “You’ve been doing this all day, y/n. You’ve been glued to your phone and ignoring me” he complained.

“Oh, what? Am I only supposed to pay attention to you? That’s not something you seem to do yourself” you snapped. He was confused and didn’t know what you were taking about.

“What the hell are you taking about? Who have you been texting all day. You say it’s a friend so which one?” You felt a buzz in your hand and so did he. He was so angry at the moment he didn’t think about anything and just acted.

Miguel grabbed the phone at of your hand his jaw stiffened. ‘Robby’ popped up and he realized you have been texted him all day. “Robby?” he shouted the question, you pulled your phone back. He needed to mind his own business, this is why you didn’t tell him in the first place.

“What’s your problem now Miguel? Can I not have friends” you asked at him and he looked at you like you were unbelievable at the moment. He was so hurt right now, not only have you been ignoring him, but for Robby of all people.

“I never said that. But hiding someone isn’t helping your case. What have you been talking about? Must be pretty damn important if you’ve been ignoring me all day” he stated, anger filled his voice.

“I don’t need to tell you everything, Miguel. I’m not someone you can just play with, but he’s just a friend. Which is more then I can say with your  situation” You came back with just as much anger as him.

Everyone watched at you two screamed at each other, but your friends watched from afar wondering if they should step in.

“What are you talking about?” He questioned you again, you sneered at him. ”Like you don’t know” you pointed into his chest hardly. “Actually, I don’t” Rolling your eyes and decide to walk away from what was happening.

Miguel watched you watch off and one part wanted to go after you but it was overpowering by his anger. “We aren’t done talking about this” he yelled and throws his hands up as he turns around and sighed.

Robby was so thrilled to hear that you and Miguel got into a fight, and it was about him. His plan was working, he was getting into Miguel’s head.

I mean if Miguel couldn’t treat you like the beautiful goddess you are then he will. To your smile, your laugh, your kindness and your body. Your body, oh god that body. Your size was amazing to him, it made you look so innocent in his eyes.

Curves like yours aren’t easy to come by, he wanted you to be his. And if getting you and Miguel to fight is the way to do that. Then he will gladly do that.

You on the other had hated the fight, it made even more depressed. You weren’t enough for him already and now he differently couldn’t love you since you yelled at him.

The hurt in his voice, him yelling at you, and the eyes that looked you. You couldn’t shake the feelings off. You loved Miguel, you really did. But maybe you both need time away from each other.

And it’s only a matter of time he leaves you for Her.

The third strike.

He was still angry but he needed to fix things with you, wanted to be able to hold you again. Kissing you or hug you. Your hugs are amazing because your so warm all the time or just your body he loves to hold.

He was avoiding you all day until he realized he need to fix things. You didn’t even sit with him at lunch, hell you weren’t even in the lunch room. Where you are, he had no idea. He did notice Robby was there and every time he looked him they made eye contact and Robby’s face held a smug look.

After that he realized he need to get you back before he did, he can’t lose you. Maybe he over reacted or maybe he didn’t, but non of the matters if he loses you. But everything time he searched for you, he couldn’t find you.

Until now.

You lean on your locker while you got your stuff and students make there way out to the busses. Robby in front of you and talked with you. He was so close to getting you, he could feel it.

“I don’t know what I did wrong, maybe I’m not enough. Maybe I never will” you sighed and looked down. Robby felt his chest tighten as he he noticed a figure walking through the hallway.

“Of course not, your amazing. He just doesn’t deserve you” he looked up and met the figures eyes. Miguel looked at him and his anger raised up into his chest. Robby winked at your boyfriend but you didn’t notice because you still had your eyes on the ground.

There it was again, that smug look. Miguel marches up to the both of you and grabbed ahold of your wrist. “Stay the fuck away from my girlfriend” he snapped at Robby and dragged you away against your protest.

You rushed to keep up with Miguel as he tried to get out of the school as soon as possible. You’d be lying if you didn’t like him calling you ‘His girlfriend’ it made you feel wanted. And that voice he used was hot but you still found a way to bring yourself down.

“Miguel, stop” you pleaded to him as he ignored you. He was pissed, jealous, hurt and every emotion and he was sick of feeling like it. Even though he was angry his grip didn’t hurt you, it wasn’t to tight because he didn’t want to hurt you.

You made it out of the school doors and into the parking lot. “Miguel where are we going?” You asked him and he just pointed to the car he brought to school. His mom let him borrow the car for the day since he begged her to, plus Johnny offered to drive her to work.

“Your going to get into the car and we will talk about this when we get to someone private” he went to the passenger seat and opened the door for you and waited for you to get in.

You wanted to say no, but talking this out is the best thing to do. So you sighed and got into the car and threw your bag into the back seat. Miguel closed the door softly and walked to his side and got in.

“Now, sweetheart. What do you want to eat?” He started the car and started to pull out of the parking lot. You cringe at the way he said, sweetheart, he’s called you that before but it’s at times he was disagreeing with you. But you have never heard the words come out of his mouth like that.

“You pick since your the one driving” he sighed and went into the road. The whole ride was awkward and filled with silence. But the tension was high and you didn’t want to fight anymore. Him leaving you would just be easier.

Your pulled up to some empty park, with seating and you could tell he brought you here so no one would be around. “Let’s go” is all he said as he grabbed the food and got out of the car. You followed in his actions and got out of the car, you stared at the ground the whole time.

You both made your way over to the empty wooden table and took your seats. You stayed away from him on the other side and he hated everything about that. You should next to him not away. But he understood you needed your space and you feeling comfortable was more important.

“You going to tell me what’s being going on?” He said so normal as he got the food out and it caught you off guard. “I don’t want to fight, Miguel” you took the box of food from him.

“We don’t have to fight, just explain.” You looked down and avoiding his gaze at all cost. Miguel sighed and opened his food. “I’ll ask the questions and you answer, seem far?” You thought about it for a minute but nodded in agreement.

“Have you been cheating on me?” You snapped you gaze back to him and looked at him in disbelief. Why would he think that? “No, why would you think that?” You stated with a very stern voice to show that you weren’t lying.

“You’ve been getting distant and I noticed and gave you your space, which must have been the wrong move. You’ve been hangout out with Robby, ignoring me for him.” He shared his side of the story and you felt like a asshole. You only wanted him.

“Miguel, he’s not why I pulled away” you looked back down at your food and poked it with a fork, even if it didn’t need a fork. Miguel’s breath hitch because if Robby wasn’t the reason then what was? All he could do is see the look on your face and he hated it.

“Because I see the way you look at her” Miguel’s face scrunched up in confusion, her?Who the hell was her? And he wasn’t ‘looking’ at anyone other then you. “Who is she?” You slammed your hands onto the table. You couldn’t take him acting like you were dumb anymore.

“Sam. I know you could never fall for someone like me Miguel, I had to just be a rebound. Sam’s so beautiful and I’ve noticed the stares you give her. I get it I will never be like her, I just wished you loved me like you did her” Loved. He’s never used that word for anyone in his life, especially Sam.

But for you, he felt everything love did to a person. If he didn’t love you he wouldn’t be trying to have a simple conversation, or trying to get you back. But he did love you, and he couldn’t love you like he did Sam. Because he never loved her.

“I don’t love her” the words left his lips in almost a whisper that only you could hear. He got up from his seat and took a seat next to you, where he belonged. Miguel saw the tears slipping your eyes and his heart ached at the sight.

“I never have. You are all I can think about, you never will be Sam and I’m glad for that. Because if you were her i wouldn’t have you. The girl I love with all my heart, your enough and the only thing I need” you let out a sod.

You let your insecurities take over and you become blind to what he actually felt. You acted like a asshole, you should have seen it. He told you all the time how much you meant to him and you just brushed it off.

“I’m sorry” you cried into his chest and he pulled you close. Miguel rubbed your head, you’re in his arm is all he needed. He should have seen the signs but he can’t go back in time but he could only focus on the future.

“You’re all I need in the world. You need to tell me when you feel like this, okay? I will help you and I don’t have a problem with it. Just don’t go to Robby about it, I know what he wants you” Pulling away and wiping your tears off.

“Robby? He was just being friendly” Miguel let out chuckle, of course you didn’t see the signs. “He winked at me right before I pulled you away, he wants you to himself” Oh, shit. You realized that some of the things he said did sound like he did want you.

“Fuck, I’m sorry. I didn’t notice” you grabbed his hand and he smiled at you. “As long as he stays away from you I’m fine. Your mine” you giggled and nodded at him.

Miguel pulled you back close and laid a kiss on top of your head. “I love you” left his lips as you smiled into shoulder and gripped your arms around him.

“I love you too”