#my bugaboo

My love leaves for Washington today and quite honesty, I have never been more excited for anything, in my life. Moving from one life, East coast, to another life, here in the West coast, brings me great joy. Baby…welcome home.

I love you with every fiber of my being, and cannot wait. ❤❤❤

I had a conversation with Arkham a little while ago, and how our relationship came to be, and I asked, when did we see the change from friendship, to D/s to full relationship, and when did either one of us, fall in love?

The answer that Arkham gave me, was, falling in love with my hand first, and then me. And the funny thing was, it wasn’t funny. It is love to me. To have someone, you meet, and they fall in love with something about you? Arkham fell in love with my hand, and in return, I fell in love with that backside. It’s exquisite. 

Love is a huge word, and it took me a long time to understand it. I was obviously with the wrong people. But now, this person, my love, my partner in crime, really loves me, for who I am. In return, I love them the same too.

Happy Birthday to my bugaboo Arkham-Insanity. 

Yes, it is a little late here, and I already wished my babe birthday joys this morning, but, it’s really special to get that message across on here. 

While we are still long distance right now, my Arkham can expect to be up and over my knee, very soon. And you will get a nice, red bottom from me, your Cherry.

Love you so much sweetheart. May all the avocados dance for you, making little poot noises with birthday whistles. 

Over the past six months, life took changes for me. Some good, some bad, and some neutral. So, what I have been wanting to express is, life changes for all.

I have also wanted to mention, my pull away from the scene, and why it’s been that way. Recently, I have had the pleasure of my delightful Arkham, moving in with me. While I am beyond ecstatic, we, have been catching up, and just enjoying each other’s company. It’s a very difficult transition, as for the past eight years, we have been exclusively long distance. Now, as we move on with living with one another, it will take a lot of patience, and love, to get through things. I love this person, more than anything in the world, so, we need to get to know one another, even more, as visits from her, are a completely different world, than living together.

With that being said too, I have also experienced a withdrawal from some. Some vanilla friends, and kinky ones. I have no ill will towards them, and wish them a happy life as they are, I just suppose, I couldn’t be there enough for them, and it really is, how it is. I don’t wish to fight, I won’t bad mouth others because what does that accomplish? It just makes things worse. and I don’t wish to have anything said horribly about them, nor myself. I just wish to again, let it be. I don’t like confrontation, and I will leave it at that. If we used to talk, or have good conversations, and they are, no more, than perhaps, it was meant to be.

I can’t wait, until after the new year. So many things, for this 2019, and it will be wonderful. I am very much looking forward to it. <3

Please don’t reblog this, it’s just a vent, and a lovely one at that, for me.

My Arkham’s butt…in it’s rightful hands…MINE!!!

kneel-serve-and-obey:

Me: Can we make a spanking bench?

Daddy: *gestures to lap* Yeah. It’s right here.

I love this. I have my lap for my baby boy…but I also legit have a spanking bench too.