#my heart hurt so bad
So I finished banana fish and it was really-
WHAT THE FUCK
EXCUSE ME
SIR
Spoilers btw
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I WAS STRAIGHT UP GEARED AND READY FOR ASH TO SEE EIJI ONE LAST TIME BEFORE HE GOES BACK TO JAPAN OR IDK MAYBE EVEN GO WITH HIM AND IM PRETTY SURE ASH WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO GO SAY SOMETHING TO EIJI BUT GUESS WHAT FUCKAROOS
He GOT S T A B B E D and
And FUCKING DIED????¿¿!
ARE UOU TELLING ME ASH LYNX WHOSE HAD IMPENETRABLE PLOT ARMOUR SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME DIES FROM FUCKTARD LAO???¿
He dies before he can say goodbye to eiji and eiji truly believes they will meet again one day and doesn’t even know aSH IS DEAD AND PROBABLY WONT FOR QUITE A WHILE IM NIT FUCKING OKAY
I COULD HANDLE EIJI AND ASH BEING SEPARATED BECAUSE THEN I COULD HOPE
I COULD HOPE YHEY WOULD MEET AGAIN BUT NOW
My hopes have been shattered and my dreams have been crushed
I’m genuinely so upset my fucking heart hurts so bad I can’t
This show fucked my shit up and it’s gonna take at least like a week to recover but it’s gonna leave a fuckIng PERMANENT WOUND.
Why did I think we could have nice things. I just wanted them to be happy living in Japan together with Ibe- san and Max being their fucking fathers but no.
OMG max doesn’t know Ash is dead either I’m-
Omg ash said he wanted to vist the country eiji was born in one day and now he’s not going to fucking get you I swear to god I can’t stop crying
Fuck you
On an unrelated note the sound track is beautiful and I’m going to lie down crying whilst listening to prayer for approximately 72 hours