#my hero academia shinso

tags:; reader x shinso, fluff, short and sweet, dramatic reader, shinso being a good boyfriend

wc: 303

He had done the worst thing imaginable to you and your relationship. No warning, no signals to warn you just an abrupt change. You were going to throw up, cry, who knows maybe even scream. You couldn’t even look at him. And he was acting like you were being dramatic.

“You’re being dramatic.” He sighed trying to hold you but you wouldn’t let a hand touch you. “Baby come on just relax.” 

“No! How could you do this to me, I feel like I don’t even know you.” You said with disgust covering your face trying to escape him. 

“It’s really that bad?” He asked at your whining

“Yes! I miss you. You look completely different, you’re not my boyfriend and I’m not a cheater.” You whined feeling tears brim your eyes. 

He had gotten a haircut, just a trim but you were sick. 

“I miss your fluffy hair, I don’t even know you anymore.” 

“Okay miss drama queen, I’m sorry but it was too long.” He shrugged before quickly tugging you into him. 

“You could’ve left it, I’m okay with you wearing a man bun.” You groaned, gently raking your hair through his short hair saddened at the length. 

“Can I give you a kiss or are you going to wail that you’re not a cheater.” He asked with raised eyebrows. 

He didn’t think going to the barber would cause you to be completely disgusted at his presence. 

Sighing, you gave a small nod. Shinso gave you a kiss on the lips until you were breathless. 

“Does that feel like your boyfriend?” He asked staring into your eyes. 

You groaned in response, “You can’t kiss me and stare at me with those pretty eyes and expect me to be mad.” 

“Of course I can sweetheart its all part of my charm.” 

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tags:; sad reader, insecure reader, overthinking, angst to fluff, established relationship, angst to fluff, shinso x reader, happy ending 

wc: 3.1k

Bold: texts 

Italic: readers thoughts 

This is my first written work on tumblr  

On your way to class 1-C to surprise Shinsou, you overheard something that really hurt your feelings.

You started listening when you heard your name.

“You going out with y/n after school?”

Shinsou replied, “Uh yeah man I am.”

“You don’t sound too excited.” His classmate observed.

“No, I am it’s just to deal with her all the time… And sometimes it’s just tiring because she’s so annoying. I mean all she does is talk and touch me and be hyper. It’s so irritating being around her I can’t stand it sometimes. I just wish she could be normal and quiet every once in a while.” He explained with a groan.

You chewed on your bottom lip at his words and walked away.

Honestly you were excited to spend time with him today but obviously he didn’t feel the same. It sucked that he felt that way, making you want to cry.

You were pretty reserved when it came to most people but dating Shinsou you let down your guard.

That was a stupid decision to make.

You turned off your phone, locked your dorm room, and buried yourself in blankets to watch movies ignoring the outside world and your hurt feelings.

Around 3am eyes burning as you watched the Twilight Eclipse you finally turned on your phone.

There were 16 missed calls and 12 texts from Shin making your chest hurt.

Shinsou would feel bad if he knew what he said and would take it back. But he meant what he said because he thought you weren’t around.

It hurt your feelings but at least you knew how your boyfriend truly felt about you.

It wasn’t the usual joking manner when he talked about you either.

He seemed genuinely tired of you.

Shutting off your phone you went back to watching Bella and Edward.

Fortunately the next morning was Saturday. Usually on Saturdays you spent all day with Shin but for obvious reasons you didn’t get out of bed with your phone on do not disturb.

Around 6pm and 2 movie marathons later you finally decided to get out of bed and go get dinner.

Stretching your arms you came to the couch to see Momo.

“Hey y/n haven’t seen you all day.”

“Yeah I just needed a break.” You admitted

“Well Shinso came by earlier but no one knew where you were, because you’re usually not in your room.” She told you

“Yeah I know he texted me.” You hummed. Entering the kitchen you ate leftover cold pizza on the counter trying to figure out what to watch next.

You were giving him space and the best way to do that without being called dramatic was to act like you did before.

Staying in bed all day watching movies was your favorite pastime before Shinsou. The only person who you could possibly annoy was yourself.

All his texts were along the lines of:

Y/n

Baby

Do you want to hang out today?

Do you want to go out to eat

Are we good?

Are you upset or something?

Can I see you today?

Can you answer the phone

Seriously are you okay?

You finally answered all his texts:

Im fine.

You turned your phone off after and went to sleep early Saturday night. There was no point in staying awake when you could ignore your problems sleeping.

All Sunday you took a break from your laptop screen and switched to reading all the manga you had impulsively bought sitting on your desk untouched.

When a knock was heard at your door prompting you to get up.

Holding a manga in one hand, wearing a crop top and sleep shorts with a ratty bun on your head your boyfriend finally saw you for the first time in days.

“Oh hi Shin.” You causally said blocking your body in the door so he was unable to walk in.

He blinked at your calmness expecting a lot worse. Shin thought you were having a meltdown or going through a bad depressive episode anything that would explain your distance from him.

“Hi y/n are you okay?” He asked cautiously

“I’m fine why do you ask?”

“We’ll you haven’t been answering my texts and no one has really seen you. We always spend the weekends together.” Shin explained scratching the back of his head.

“Oh sorry about that guess it must have slipped my mind.” You shrugged

Finally seeing him after days just brought back a flood of your emotions. The same ones you tried to ignore in that hallway.

He frowned at your monotone voice, usually it softened when addressing him. It was unsettling.

“Okay I brought your favorite can I come in?” He asked with pleading eyes itching to touch you. Shinsou waved a small grocery bag to convince you to let him inside. 

You slowly moved from the doorway allowing him through.

Shinso felt uneasy at how different you were acting. Every time you greeted him it was with a hug and too many face kisses before dragging him in bed and talking to him for hours.

You climbed back on bed and kept reading not focusing on the other presence in the room. He was awkwardly sitting on the edge of the bed unsure of what to say.

“Y/n.”

You hummed in response flipping through the pages of the fight scene.

“What’s wrong? You’re acting weird.” He asked grabbing your hand.

You let him but your hand was limp in his.

Looking at his hand for a moment you met his eyes.

“Nothing I think it’s just good to get some space.”

“Why?” He frowned trying to get your hand to respond tightening his grip.

You looked in his eyes for a moment. 

Telling the truth wouldn’t do anything but make things worse. 

It would be better to just stay quiet.

“No reason. Um do you want to watch a movie or something.” Changing the topic.

“Yeah we can watch your favorite.” He suggested trying to put you in a better mood. Sometimes you got moody but he knew how to handle that.

“No that’s okay choose whatever you want I don’t mind.” You said tucking your legs underneath you and hugging your arms around you.

Usually you made it a joke about what to watch with him but now knowing what he thought, you analyzed all your actions with him and realized they were annoying and unnecessary.

Shinso froze at those words his hand nearly dropping the remote.

You always put up a fight with him to watch your favorite almost tackling him for the remote. The few times he voluntarily put it on you would be a chatterbox and giggly until the credits. You never just let him “choose”. Not that he minded all that much as long as he spent time with you.

He stared at you in disbelief causing you to notice. “What’s wrong, please just tell me so I can fix it.” He asked

You blinked at his words unsure of what to say. “Nothing I promise you can watch whatever.”

You didn’t need to make everything a joke. You could simply choose a movie or let him choose there was no need for the extra.

It honestly hurt to be around him now knowing what a nuisance you were to him. You were completely shut off to prevent him being annoyed.

“Are you sure?”

You nodded in response before going back to your book.

Act normal and quiet.

“Do you want to cuddle?”

You wanted to cuddle him but that was out of the question. He only asked to appease you not because he wanted to.

You looked up at him with a moment of excitement before shutting it down before you could get your hopes up. Opening and immediately shutting your mouth stopping you from saying yes.

He thinks you’re annoying.

He doesn’t actually like you

Act normal and quiet

“No I’m good thanks though.” You answered turning your back towards him and focusing on your book. Being this close to him and just knowing he was tired of you and how you acted was making you want to cry.

He deflated at your answer. You never said no, there was definitely a problem.

He stared into the side of your head trying to figure out what was wrong wracking his brain of every interaction you two had recently had to make you upset with him.

Shinso wanted to fix this so you two would go back. The stepping on eggshells around you was making him anxious.

“Y/n.” He asked once again

Not looking up from your book, “Yes Shin.”

“Are you okay.”

“Yes I’m just trying to read.”

He sighed scrubbing his face with his hands.

You were completely shutting down not letting him in.

He didn’t know what to do.

You two watched the movie and as you nodded off you turned to the wall curling yourself into a ball not letting him touch you.

He noticed all the small behaviors and was getting increasingly frustrated and your insistence that everything was normal. Shinsou couldn’t sleep staring at the ceiling, He needed your arms wrapped on him and crushing his weight into you to sleep.

This was bullshit.

The next morning restless he waited for you to wake up.

“Good morning.” He said to your fluttering eyelids with deeper bags than usual.

“You okay Hitoshi?” you asked rubbing the sleep out of your eyes fall asleep.

“No.” He honestly answered

You frowned at his words, “Why?”

“Because you’re acting weird.”

You sat up at his words fully awake.

“What do you mean?”

“You just won’t look directly at me, touch me, or speak more than a couple sentences.”

“I’m just tired.” Avoiding his gaze with your answer

“Stop lying! Just tell me what’s wrong so I can fix it and we can go back to before.”

He doesn’t want to go back to before

Your personality has changed but you being annoying has been apart of you since you could remember

“There’s nothing wrong I’m fine.” You lied

“Please stop, I don’t know what I did but i’m sorry.” He pleaded

You softly looked at him, “You have nothing to apologize for Shin.”

The next few days you still were shut down from him. You only had affection when he initiated it and it was always stiff.

He felt like he was going crazy.

You insisted everything was fine but was acting completely different. You didn’t talk unless spoken to, you didn’t touch him unless he touched first, you would just sit there quietly off in space when he was around.

Shin wanted you back. The one that clung onto him like a spider monkey, gave him way too much affection, made stupid jokes 24/7, and talked to him about any and everything just because you could.

The final straw for him was seeing you with Mina. Mina was your best friend and both of you acted gay when the other was around. The type of friendship both your parents questions if you even liked boys after seeing you two interact.

Shin was sitting on the opposite couch as you were in the kitchen shuffling around when he heard Mina’s voice.

She jumped on you tackling you with a squeal making you laugh and catch her. Both you two jumping around and Mina crushing you in a hug.

“Hi baby.”

“Hi shawty.” You laughed as Mina gave you a million kisses on your face.

“I missed you.” She sang holding you impossibly close.

“I missed you more.”

You bit her cheek and nuzzled her pink face holding her super close as she spoke. Mina had left for a couple days for a family emergency but now she was back.

Mina grabbed and smacked your ass making you shriek in laughter shoving her off of you only for her to pull you to the floor.

“Don’t do this to me y/n! I missed your sweet ass. Let me grab it!”

“Bitch get off before I start grabbing your horns.”

“Oh kinky.” She smirked, there was a moment of silence before both of you cackled at her words.

You missed your best friend. You could be as annoying and weird as possible with her with no problem because she did it 10x worse.

It was hard because whenever you weren’t with Shinso you were with Mina and she wasn’t here. You felt alone without her.

“So how is life without me.”

“Perfect.” You snorted in reply. You hadn’t told her about what you overheard yet.

Mina was currently straddling you while stroking your hair when Shin walked in with raised eyebrows.

“Hi Mina.”

“Hi Shinso.” Mina waved back still fully on top of you.

He cleared his throat but Mina wasn’t moving making you hold back a giggle.

“Uh Y/n can I talk to you for a second.” He asked scratching the back of his neck.

Your stomach dropped every time he spoke to you.

“Yeah, Mina babe you gotta get up.” You groaned as she pressed her weight into your torso.

“Boooo! Fine but we’re cuddling later.” She said standing above you. She pulled you up by your hands from the floor and gave you a quick kiss on your lips.

“She’s all yours lover boy.” Mina walked off to go unpack.

“Hi Shin.” You said clearing your throat.

“Okay that was some bullshit.”

“Huh?” You just greeted Mina like you always did.

Shinso never had a problem with how affectionate you two were.

“You’re acting weird with me and I thought it was just your mood but the second Mina comes you’re acting normal.” He squinted

You didn’t know how to respond.

“I just said hey to her like I always do.” Brushing past him to walk into your dorm room.

He was hot on your heels.

“No don’t do that. Stop lying to me so we can fix this.” He said exasperated in a tired voice.

“There’s nothing to fix.”

“You’re shutting down. Why? What did I do?”

You were busying yourself with laundry sitting on your bed refusing to look at him.

“Shin you did nothing wrong, you’re fine i don’t know what to say.”

It was true, he honestly did nothing wrong. He expressed his feelings and while they were negative, it wasn’t wrong.

Shinso can have negative emotions about you without you being mad, you were not a perfect person or partner and that was okay. It was insulting but if that’s what he truly thought then there was nothing you could do.

Shin groaned digging his hands in his perfect hair.

“Baby please.”He grabbed your wrists forcing you to look at him. “Talk to me.”

You stared at him sighing, “I went to surprise you for lunch on Friday and I overheard what you said about me to your classmate.”

His face dropped and he tried to interject but you stopped him.

“Y/n I-”

“Before you say anything,” you pulled your hands from his, “I get that I can be a lot and I’m annoying. And I didn’t know it bothered you that much. I’m sorry for that. I thought it would be better to work on not getting on your nerves as much and be more…normal. I still meant what I said you did nothing wrong I’m just working on myself. So yes when Mina came I was excited because it was a little break from that because I don’t have to worry about getting on her nerves and just be myself. I’m sorry if that made you uncomfortable and i’m sorry for being not normal.”

Shin left his stomach twist at your words. He felt terrible. Friday was a bad day and he said things he didn’t mean. He loved you just the way you are. You were opposite from him always smothering him with affection and he loved it. He loved you.

“I didn’t mean it.” He whispered tears starting to water his eyes at how badly he hurt you.

He hurt you so badly you couldn’t even be in the same room as him comfortably.

You were sensitive to his words and both of you knew that.

“Yes you did Shin and that’s okay. You’re allowed to have negative emotions towards me. Please don’t cry. I just need time.” You whispered wiping a stray tear from his face.

“No I was having a bad day. I love you just the way you are you’re not annoying and you don’t bother me, you’re normal. I’m sorry I’m so so sorry.“ He tried to put his arms around you but you scooted away. His heart ached.

He really hurt you that badly that you didn’t feel comfortable even touching him.

“I think it’s better if we have some distance, or a break.” You said staring at your hands.

“What! No no baby please.” He felt his blood run cold at the thought of you being single.

“Shin I can’t be myself around you anymore.” You explained. “We can be friends?”

That word shattered his heart. Shin wanted to spend the rest of his life with you not be “friends”. He had to fix this now before you slipped through his fingers.

“No.” He answered with determination

Oh. You still wanted him in your life so that hurt. That makes sense though, being friends with your ex doesn’t sound fun to anyone.

“Okay I can respect that. I guess i’ll just see you around. I’ll have to go through your things to give them back.”

You stood up and went through your closet starting to pull out his things not wanting him to see you cry. Forcing yourself to look for his clothes.

“No.” He said again.

“What?” you asked

“I’m in love with you. So in love with you that the thought of being friends with you makes me sick. We are going to be together because you’re it for me. And we’re not breaking up over some stupid shit I said. Yes I admit you can be annoying but I don’t really care. Because you have so many other qualities that I love about you. I don’t want you to change you’re perfect and I love you just the way you are. So unless you stop loving me we’re not breaking up ever.”

He pulled you into him and kissed you cupping your face.

“Darling kiss me back.” He said in desperation. This couldn’t be over not because of him and his loud mouth.

You closed your eyes for a moment and realized how much you missed his touch. He sighed in relief as you tangled your hand to his nape pulling him closer.