SUMMARY: he comes over at the same time almost every night but never stays long enough for you to figure out if he’s falling for you the same way you’re falling for him
PAIRING:fuckboy!namjoon x reader
RATING: 18 +
GENRE + WARNINGS: friends with benefits, angst, smut | explicit sexual content in the forms of cunnilingus, fingering, squirting, implied sex, feelings of doubt, heartbreak, mention of an ex, crying, inner dialogue (joon’s just lost)
WORD COUNT:1.8k
AUTHOR’S NOTE: the first drabble for this series is here! it’s angsty but i hope you enjoy either way. please don’t be a silent reader and let me know what you think. i want to thank @moonleeai for beta’ing for me. your feedback is always appreciated
Namjoon is like an uncontrollable obsession, and he is well aware of this. He’s aware of how vulnerable you are to him, and he takes advantage of it whenever he can. Making the same mistakes over and over has led you to this point, and it’s solely your fault for allowing him back in time and time again.
It’s nearly 1:00 a.m., and two knocks on the door startle you. For one thing, you know who it is, and for another, he wasn’t supposed to come over tonight. You can’t help but feel your heart rate increase when you open the door and see Namjoon standing there looking as handsome as ever in his favorite comfortable clothes and a beanie, grinning at you while your heart melts at how his dimples deepen.
