#nesta positivity

honestly I think I’m never gonna smile again.

Nesta was humiliated, totallyruined as a caracther. her strong personality reducedtoashes.

what pissed me off the most is that the book actually was working, it was funny, wit, entertaining. yes, it had it’s problems, but it was working, kind off. until it wasn’t.

I’mso done with this shit.

I still not much excited about Nesta’s book and where she will be – I really hate that she’s being obligated to stay in a hostile place like the illyrian mountains when she’s went through way to much, has so much trauma to deal, and now she has to endure being in an unsafe place with untrustworthy people – and with a grudge against her sister’s husband – I mean… all of that just let a bad taste in my mouth. I usually don’t feel so affected by angst and actually like a lot, but what’s happening with Nesta is just… to much?

I still don’t have much hope, but I after the last leak at least I feel like acosf can be a funny reading (?). I kinda liked, felt like good fanfic (literally fanfic, I’m sure I already read a fanfic like that) and I kinda surprised in a good way.

Anyways if something goes wrong we will always have tumblr and ao3.