this is based on Got You On My Mind by NF

Long distance relationships were unbelievably hard especially when one of the two have two strikes to their name. That was yours and Oscar’s relationship. You live in Las Vegas, Nevada and had a busy life with the bustling part of downtown Vegas. It all started with your connection with Joker that had connected you with Oscar and it started out as friendship until it became a little more that neither of you bothered to go back because feelings did come up. Phone calls were as constant as it could come from the time you got off work to the time you had the sleep and the other way around until you were able to get some time off from work so you booked the next flight to California. You ordered an Uber and put a location near Oscar’s place so you could surprise him which the ride only was about 45 minutes until you were there so you put your duffel bag on your shoulder and got out with a smile.

Continuing down the street, you finally see the house that you see on camera and it was the end of the year so you didn’t know it was going to be cloudy because it was California. Oscar got out of the front door and caught a glimpse of you and he had to double check and knew it was you from the big smile across your face and the full sprint towards him. He got down the steps and caught you when you jumped onto him after dropping your bag on his grass.

“Hi,” you grinned and kissed him. Your first kiss.

Oscar pulled back and smiled back at you, “hey, foo,”

At that moment, rain started pouring so you and him laughed and grabbed your bag to put it inside. The two of you sat on the porch with him on the chair and you on his lap, his hand going up and down your leg. The two of you looked out at the pouring rain with a blunt being shared by the two of you and talking about life and what’s been happening along with your pasts.

“Yeah, my dad popped pills for quite a long time from when I was a kid to the time I graduated high school then he died from it,” you sighed as you rubbed your thumb on the side of his neck, “I’m still trying to deal with it,”

“I lost my mom too. Drugs got to her like they did yours,” Oscar tightened his hold on you, “I guess we connect on that,”

After a week of you staying with Oscar, you had to go back home so you grabbed your things and rode in silence with Oscar driving. His hand was on your thigh as you put your hand on the nape of his neck and tried to comfort yourself, but it was no use. The memories fresh on your mind and the amount of fun you guys had and the sleepless nights of just talking to each other, even the days of the two of you taking Cesar out and having a fun time.

The two of you got out of the car and into the terminal that you had to go to. When you faced him, his arms immediately went around you and hugged you as tight as he could and that gesture brought tears to your eyes.

“Hey, we’ll see each other soon. Ain’t no way you getting away from me,” Oscar whispered in your ear.

“Who said i wanted to get away from you?” you chuckled as a few tears hit his shirt. 

It’s been a month since you came back from California and it seemed like your thought process has changed since then. You never really thought about the present because you always planned out the future and how you were getting to that, but Oscar caused you to think about the present and what you want to do while still doing the actions you needed to do to get to the future.

You were quite young and people your age would be on their phone for quite some time, but you were different. There were times where you didn’t even use your phone the whole day unless it was to call Oscar or somebody you needed to talk to, but you would rather be with him than just talk to him over the phone. There were times where you wanted to text him. I miss you, but you never could send that text, instead you would just talk about other things. It led to days where you felt lonely and incomplete which caused your bad days, but it would always turn into a good one when Oscar called you or you called Oscar.

For Oscar, you were it because you never judged him for the stuff he was doing or ever tried to control him to get him to do something he was ordered to do. He was himself whenever he talked to you and felt like he was back to being a teenager before he had to harden up and be ‘Spooky’. There were laughs and smiles and inside jokes that started happening and he just couldn’t stop thinking about you even when he had to go on runs. Nights were the worst and best for him as he lays in his bed and just stares at the ceiling with music playing softly in the background. So many questions he wants to ask you like if you feel the way he does, but he doesn’t want to scare you away until one night you facetimed him at ten at night.

“Hey,” you smiled on the camera.

“Hey, princesa,” Oscar smirked.

“Ok, so I called because I wanted to ask what the deal is,” you cleared your throat to get yourself ready for the rejection.

“I’m a man of my word, believe that,” Oscar sighed, “I’m a closed book but somehow you learned to read that. I know I should relax because I hate the way I react, but I’m good,”

“You’re about to relapse,” you softly said as you stared at the beautiful, but hurting, man on your screen.

“Don’t you know that I think about you? Every time I wake up, all I can think about is you,” Oscar confessed.

“Don’t you know that I’m the same way? All I can think about is you,” you blushed.

I missed you

oscar diaz x black plus size!reader

summary:oscar gets released from jail

warning: wholesome, cursing, sexual comments, angst, oscar being soft

A/N: i missed writing oscar fics so here you guys go;)

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oscar felt like his life was over right when he was put in handcuffs in front of you. the look you had on your face was a look he never wanted to see again

tears streaming down your eyes begging the cops not to be so harsh with him when they slammed him down on the hood of the police car. you could barely talk hiccuping every time. oscar yelled he’ll be ok and that you had nothing to worry about

and he promised himself he’ll do anything to make sure you never had to cry again

when oscar got out he couldn’t stop smiling when he walked out the gates to see that big beautiful smile on your face, you couldn’t even wait for him to get to you, running to him and jumping into his arms. you kissed him everywhere on his face making him laugh. he missed this. “i’ve missed you so much baby!” you squealed

he chuckles as he puts you down “i’ve missed you too cariño”

you and oscar get in the car making your way home

“im so happy that you are finally out of there, thought i was gonna go crazy” you lean over the arm rest and kiss his cheek

oscar smiles as he took a quick glance at you “you thought you were gonna go crazy? i thought i was gonna go crazy” you both laugh

“i missed my girl”

oscar pulls up to the house

“cesar missed you too, you know” you giggle while getting out the car. oscar watches you with a smile he was so happy to see you happy. he never wanted this moment to end

“oscar? baby?” he snaps out of his thoughts and looks at you. You had worry written on your face

“you okay baby?” he smiles at you and gets out the car

“yeah, i’m good” you nod and start walking to the door of your shared home

oscar follows closely behind

you open the door and almost get knocked over when cesar blots out towards oscar “boy if you don’t slow the hell down” oscar laughs and hugs his brother

“i missed you dude” you smile at them and go inside to give them some alone time “i missed you too lil bro, you haven’t been giving y/n a hard time while i was gone?” cesar shakes his head

“no i haven’t” oscar nods and puts his arm over his brothers shoulder while walking into the house

“good”

Oscar looks around the house. it looked way different, it was more bright and cozy. he already knew Y/n was the reason of that. that brought a smile onto his face

“Well I’ll leave you guys to have your alone time, i gotta help Jamal” cesar said as he ran out the house

Oscar shakes his head

he walks into the kitchen where you were. He wraps his arms around you from behind and kisses your cheek. Y/n smiles and turns in his arms to look at him. You pecks his lips and go to pull away but oscar had other plans, he pulled you closer and started kissing you passionately

“Mmm” y/n moans into the kiss

Oscar finally pulls away. You both panting trying to catch your breaths “well that was something” you giggle and run your hands down his chest

“Well can you blame me? I haven’t been able to touch you in forever” he chuckles and leans down to catch your lips. The kiss is more lustful this time. Oscars hands slide under your shirt, gripping at your hot skin. He groans when you pull his bottom lip with your teeth

Oscar chuckles

“Damn girl”

Y/n giggles and wiggles your way out of his hold “well can you blame me?” Throwing his words back at him, Oscar let’s out a booming laugh while shaking his head

“Yeah it’s good to be back” he follows you and slaps your ass. Y/n yelps and turns to him with a frowned face but you couldn’t hide your smirk. Oscar knew you were trying your hardest to be mad at him but he can see right through you

“Don’t look at me like mami” he smirked

You shake your head and walk off to you guys shared room but then you look back at him “you gonna show me how much you missed me or what?” Y/n gives him a sly smile then walks further into the room. Oscar chuckled and took his shirt off while walking into the room

“Oh I’ll show you how much I missed you”

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