#ouat peter pan imagine

Hey guys! Long time no see Apologize for that. Well anyway I needed to share this because I’ve kind of been on a Peter Pan binge the last couple weeks.

But like. Guys. We have all these ferocious characters who fight back against Pan and make fun of him, but like…

WHY HAS NO ONE MOCKED HIM FOR PULLING A LORD OF THE FLIES?! LIKE COME ON IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO READ THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL!

Can you imagine how confused some of the boys would be as the OC just sits there and mocks them with that story??? How upset some of the ones who get the reference would be??

And like Pan could go either way. He could know about it because well for some reason that freak knows all, or he could have no clue???

Idk I just think it’d be the funniest thing in the world. Anyway no clue if anyone is even still around with this fandom or if I’m just sitting in the middle of a battlefield with ashes surrounding me. But if anyway feels like writing that and ends up doing it please tag me you would make my life.

Anyway! If anyone is still around hit me up! Would love to chat!

Request:  Hey how are ya?? May i request for a Peter Pan song imagine on “Jar of Hearts” by Christina Perri?? Thanks so much!!

Warnings: none

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It’s been years since you left Neverland. Since the time that Peter Pan decided to cast you out.

He decided to appear back recently. It was never a confrontation like you had expected, but simple glances of him in the corner of your eye. You never called him out for it, but continued living your life. You refused to take a step towards him once again, knowing for a fact that you would no longer linger upon what you had. You refused to focus on the ghost that was your past. He lost the love you gave to him, the one that meant the most to you.

At first, everything was hard. You could barely leave your bed. It felt as if every breath you took was harder than the last. Finally, you were slowly learning to live, even if it felt as if you were half alive.

The unfortunate thing is it seems as though you were finally getting things together, he wanted you back. It hurt knowing this. You wanted to keep living as you are, to keep building upon what you had created.

He wanted you? He wanted you back? You knew it was only for one more time, he missed having you for the simple game he played.

You weren’t the first, and unfortunately you wouldn’t be the last. You learned he brought many girls to the island, playing with them and pretending as if he loved them. It’s the reason you were casted out.

He was collecting a jar of hearts, a jar filled with the hearts that he broke.

You knew he was looking for you. The simple glances you had of him were simply ones he saw through a crystal glass. He’s been asking people about you, he has been trying to locate you. You were careful in every conversation, every purchase, in every action you took. You did not want him to find you. You refused to join his jar of hearts.

There was ice inside his soul, and that’s all he was made up of. You could feel it since day one, even during the time you were in denial.

You were finally starting to heal, it took so long for you to even feel alright. To feel as if life was worth living.

Every single promise he had made to you constantly flashed through your mind. Each one that was broken. You consistently wished you never went with the shadow, that you went to Neverland, that you could forget the first time that you kissed.

You know he is back, and he is back for you. Except this time he does not get you. A fire erupted within you, determination brewing. He does not get to get you back, and you will make sure he will never get you back.

Let it go

You let me go

And now I have with you

Yet you returned asking me to come back

But I’ve made my life here

I improved cause I realized I had no choice

I become strong

I grew up

I’m an adult and yet you insist you can fix it

What if I don’t want it fixed?

You cut me deep

It took forever for me to heal

But it’s healed

Except the scar is still there

It still stings a little

A small reminder for why I moved on

I was forced to leave

But now it is my choice to stay here

I wish you the best

But please leave me be

Can you hear me when I cry at night?

Do you listen to the sound of despair that passes through my lips?

Do you see the tears that run down my face as fast as a rainfall?

I miss you

With every fiber of my being

And it pains me to say that

I hope you miss me

I like to think you miss me

I wish you miss me

Because hopefully someday you’ll return

Maybe someday you’ll come again to save me

As you did once before

You whisper sweet nothings into my ear all night long. When I awake you are gone. My bed ice cold as if no one was there at all. There is nothing but a lingering voice left in my head.

You promised me happiness, a place of joy and freedom. Every night you return and speak of all the things I desperately seek in an alluring voice. Your green eyes sparkling with danger and excitement. This should have frightened me, but all it did was give me a taste of freedom and a sense of adventure.

Yet I still wake up to the same cold bed, the loneliness lingering in my heart, and the knowledge that my life must go on

I do not know if you make things easier or worse. All I know is I am in pain of not being with you.

Love is a strength when they are with you by your side.

Love is a weakness that will destroy you from the inside when they are no longer there.

They tell me it’s all in my head. The memories I have, the tales I tell, the people I saw and the things I experienced. They tell me I’ve gone crazy. They say you’re a figment of my imagination that I made up to escape my problems. They say Neverland was a lie so I could leave life. They want to lock me up so I can “get help.”

They may be right about me wanting to leave.

But I know it’s all true. Every story, every laugh, every boy and pirate and Indian. The love I have for you.

Neverland is real.

I’m just too old to be there.

I feel as if I’m going through withdrawal. You left me and your love is gone. I can’t breathe and all I crave is you. My heart hurts and my chest constricts and all I can do is lay here, hoping I will become numb. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t do anything since you left.

I never realized you were my drug and I was the addict.

It feels hard to breathe without you here. My chest is tight and tears are flowing down my face. The stars that once comforted me now mock me, reminding me of what I lost.

Where have you gone?

Please believe me when I say I love you. I love you like the stars love the moon. I love you like the waves grace the ocean.

I can’t be with you though. I have to let you go. I hate to break your heart, but this is how it will be. We are two people who love one another but can never be together.

I hope you can forgive me. Because I forgive you.

For some reason late night drives remind me of you. Lost in thought, dreaming of adventures and bigger things. I remember your smile and how excited you got when we planned these things. When you and I would lay in a field gazing at the stars for hours. Why did this end? Why did you let me leave? Why did I let you go?

I used to dream of you every night

Each memory echoing in my mind

As fresh as the morning dew

Your smile shining bright

Your eyes glowing like the moon

But now I can’t seem to recall

The flow of your hair

The shape of your face

Or the feel of your hand

The echo is quieter now

Slowly fading out

And my heart will shatter

When it turns to silence