#personal issues

I did a huge blooper and sneezed during the video so the dildo popped out lmao

I was laughing so hard like

I went to hang out with some horses today, and then I went to a store and did a big grocery haul, and just the act of going grocery shopping while covered in dust and hair and horse smell made my brain forget all about the past two years and throw me a big happy chemicals party that lasted throughout the entire trip.

(I wish I could know for certain that what I had two years ago isn’t lost to me forever.)