#resus fetish

She had liked to feel his hands close in on her, enveloping and smothering her senses, denying her her precious oxygen. She liked to panic. He liked to watch her panic, her struggling and squirming to get away and out from underneath his unrelenting weight, out from between his legs. She liked how her vision blurred and the way darkness tugged at the edge of it until all she felt was her underneath him: his hands, his arms, his excitement pressed against her bare stomach. She was blissful when she went limp.

Now it was his turn to panic. MMA fighters violently choked each other out on TV all the time but they came to within moments, usually, if they were still breathing. She wasn’t. 

He tried and tried but couldn’t find a pulse next to her throat. His kinky play-doctor rubber gloves were already on and it was the tactile sensation of it all that brought him back to the poolside: as a teenager with other gangly, embarrassed, giggling teenagers learning how to save each other’s lives. There was glove-on-skin contact but never for too long and only to feel for ribcages and sternums and carotid arteries, to check fingertips and radial pulses for circulation. 

On his bed he’d have to do it all for real this time. Funnily enough it didn’t feel too different from wearing nothing but a damp speedo in the sun. Poolside again. He couldn’t remember if her bra would get in the way of things, constrict her blood flow or be any kind of detriment, so he ripped it from her body, let her fall back limp. All it took was a glance at her unmoving little chest for that old training to kick in.

Hands go on to locate the middle of where her ribcage meets, the delicate protruding bone here to avoid. Landmark: two fingers placed above that thing, then a flat hand above those fingers set perfectly between her pretty breasts. Interlock the fingers, and away you go. 

One two three four…

The compressions are supposed to be brutal, deep. With enough force to crush the chest, to crack ribs and bruise her flesh. 

Too quick but nice dramatic scene