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The ending of SPN
I did restart Supernatual like I originally joked about. I, like many others, wasn’t too happy with the ending. Like that’s it? 15 years and this is the ending? Yes yes. COVID-19 ruined everything but I, for one wouldn’t mind if it took them even longer and give the boys a better ending. Sam and Dean spending eternity relaxing with their family. But what about Cas? What about Dean and Cas?
I knew from when I started watching SPN in season 5 that they would never have a happy ending. Spending three weeks before season 5 started binging the series that Dean wouldn’t have a happy ending. Dean and I are a lot alike. Yea I’m sure a lot of people say that but there’s just a lot of cool people then! But in all seriousness: we’re both the oldest who has had to take care of their younger sibling (multiple in my case), daddy issues, mental abuse, expectations that were expected of us as we were kids, abandonment issues, family issues, excessive drinking, we have a cover to make sure no one sees how much pain we are in, emotionally stunted, and had our best friend confess his love to us while we stood there slacked jaw right before he died.
Okay wait. My friend didn’t die but do you see what I’m saying? I was mad. I was so very mad at how they did that because of how close to home it hit and that they didn’t a better ending then I did. But I understood the ending! With people like Dean and I, we’re smart yes, but sometimes it takes a minute to process emotionally what we’re feeling. Sometimes we blurt out the first word that crosses our mind (ie no) or we stand there and say nothing. And that what Dean did.
Let me tell you this though from someone who knows….
The regret hits hard after.
And I get it. From looking at Dean’s character growth from Season 1, I can see how he would be speechless from a simple confession from his friend and then spout this essay of a confession to his brother. He was sad. He was scared. He was dying. He was regretful. He didn’t get to say what he wanted to his friend of 11 years and he was scared he wouldn’t get to say it to his brother.
So I get it. I don’t like the ending but I get it. I wish they didn’t silence Dean. I wish that Cas got his happy ending. I’m glad Dean opened up a bit to Sam and said some words that needed to be said ages ago. But I wish he got to say it to Cas.
