(((

I suppose, I fucked up, really fucked up

Im feeling like loosing something important…

I’ve always liked autumn and I’m in love with this season, but it’s already November - I missed everything, I missed all leaves that were laying on the ground - it’s a dirt now. I missed sunraises and sunsets only few of them were captured. I lost my friends - because somehow I am turning into introvert

I’ve just lost SO MUCH TIME by studying subjects that I’m CHANGING at the end of the 1st term, so now I need to learn as hard as possible things, that I have missed because of the difference in programs that I’ve choosed at school

I’m so mad and powerless right now, idk what to do, I have some tests tomorrow, and I found out about them only today ahahah, so I learned this shit, but of course I’ll fail it

Life is a shitty thing you know

And it’s only top of the iceberg ‍♀️ family problems, problems at school and etc

I’ve always saying to myself and my friends - FIGHTING

But I suppose, I can’t ….

(sorry for mistakes)