and in my best behavior / I am really just like him look beneath the floor boards / for the secrets I have hid
[image ID: several crops of a dramatically lit digital painting of sean matthews, a young person with light beige skin, curly blonde hair and chelsea smile scars, wearing a fleece-lined denim jacket. he is staring deadpan at the viewer and is holding a knife with blood on his hands and shirt. end ID]
“While it was happening, I got that feeling again, that one I got in the abandoned house. It felt… cathartic. It felt like meditation. And now, thinking back to those quick moments… there’s a monolith. There’s endless, embracing, congratulatory arms. There’s two points of light in a dark tunnel, the brightest eyes I’ve ever seen.” |Sean’s Journal(CABINFEVER, 2021)
“While it was happening, I got that feeling again, that one I got in the abandoned house. It felt… cathartic. It felt like meditation. And now, thinking back to those quick moments… there’s a monolith. There’s endless, embracing, congratulatory arms. There’s two points of light in a dark tunnel, the brightest eyes I’ve ever seen.” |Sean’s Journal(CABINFEVER, 2021)
crops of a recent sean portrait :) the full painting can be found here [link] on my horror art blog, @cleaverdream
[image ID: 2 detail crops from a dramatically lit digital painting of sean matthews (he/him), a young person with light beige skin, curly blonde hair and chelsea smile scars, staring deadpan at the viewer. the second one has vhs effects on it. end ID]