#self-bondagette

self-bondagette:

Feeling kinky about myself ever since I need to confess that something really unexpected has taken me ver recently.

Let’s start many years back during the times I got deeper and deeper into bondage and eventually self-bondage. Getting the most of my play and adventures I quickly figured out that nipple  and clitoris stimulation were really my thing. In other words anything anal was not my agenda at all - in fact  really disliked it as unclean dirty, unhealthy and huge discomfort. It took many years until I opened myself up to utilizing the discomfort of anal insertions in my self-bondage adventures. I looked at it as a part of my punishment or pain I have to go through to receive my well deserved orgasmic satisfaction. The most far I took it was to tape my handcuff key to an anal butt plug covered by a condom. Once the plug was pulled out I had to retrieve the key with my teeth as my hands were out of reach. Thus I did introduced ATM to my self-bondage which I never ever considered to pursue or try in a vanilla relationship.

Very recently I got intrigued by some enema photo sets I stumble across and decided to give it a try  with the intend to explore the discomfort and corresponding reward opportunities. I oiled up my rear opening and gently inserted the nozzle of a bulb filled with water. I filled myself several times and emptied myself over the toilet. In a next step I pushed the end of my shower hose up and filled myself to an extend that a small belly bulge appeared. I got rid of the load and redid the same the same until I released clear water. I felt very clean and explored my  anus with several fingers while being totally relaxed. I used my favorite anal glass plug und strapped it in for 90min  - to my surprise without any discomfort but a very warm and clean feeling. When I removed the plug it smelled much different as usual and I even give it a lick without any hesitation. 

I never expected that anal play could give me this kind of sensations. For my an new playing field has opened up. Maybe there are women on here who habe a negative or no opinion about anal play -  I can only encourage you to give it a try starting with a gentle enema rinsing. 

Anyway I am so excited that I thought to share this with you.

Best