#shawn mendes blrubs

Type: One Shot | Imagine about Shawn Mendes
Rating: Rated R for Sexual Content & Death
Word count: 3,136
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I heard the car engine running as we pulled off from the hospital. The silence was killing me but I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know how he was feeling or what his response would be. I laid back in my sit slightly as I looked out the window, as the rain started to fall. He turned on the windshield wipers as we came to a stop at a stoplight. I looked at him trying to figure out what he was thinking. He held onto the wheel as if he was angry but his body language said something different.

“Will you talk to me?” I finally broke the silence.

“I don’t know what to say” he looked at me.

“What do you mean? Are you mad?” I swallowed hard.

“Can we talk when we get home?” he asked as he pulled off from the red light.

“Yea sure,” I said as I looked at the window.

“But I’m not mad” he grabbed my hand, brushing his thumb against my hand.

We finally pulled up to our place. We both got out of the car and ran to the porch, trying our best not to get wet. He looked at me as we both were laughing. He grabbed my waist pulling me to him, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He leaned down kissing me softly keeping his grip on me. I smiled against his lips as I realized that everything was ok. He pulled me off the porch bring us into the rain. I smiled as I looked up feeling the rain hit my skin. He picked me up spinning us in the rain. He finally placed my feet down on the ground, I placed my hand against his cheek. Our eyes meet and for that split second, it was just us. I leaned up placing my lips against his kissing him softly. He grabbed my hand as he pulled away from the kiss, pulling me back onto the porch. He opened the door pulling me in with him, we were both soaked.

“Come on” he placed his keys on the table, grabbing my hand.

“Where we going?” I asked.

“Shower, we need to get warm” he leads me upstairs.

“True” I giggled as I followed him.

Once I enter the bathroom behind him he closed the door. Pushing me back against the door, his hand resting on my side. He placed his lips against my neck, sucking gently as his hands push up my shirt. It was harder to get my shirt off since it was wet but he finally got it over my head. I pushed him against the wall before turning the shower on. I made my way back to him undoing his shirt. I pushed it off his shoulders allowing it to fall to the ground. I pushed his hands over his head, placing my lips against his neck. I slowly moved down his body, moving onto my knees as I got to his pants. I undid his pants pulling them down as well as his boxers. I kissed up his body making my way to his lips, kissing him softly. I pulled away slowly allowing my kiss to linger on his lips. I made my way into the shower allowing the water to run over me. He stood outside the shower watching me, his eyes dancing over my body. He bites his lip as he made his way into the shower. He grabbed my hips pulling me closer to him allowing us both to under the water. He leaned down kissing me softly placing his hand on my chin. I kept the kiss between us as I rested my hand against his chest.

“I love you” he whispered against my lips.

“I love you” I wrapped my arms around his neck as I looked at him.

“Are you feeling ok?” he asked.

“Yea just don’t want you mad at me” I swallowed as I looked at him.

“I’m not mad at you, just want to make sure that you are ok” he spoke softly.

“I'm ok baby” I nodded.

“We could always try again if we wanted a baby,” he said.

“Do you?” I questioned.

“Yea but not right now, I don’t want to put pressure on us” he brushed his thumb against my hips.

“I like the sound of that” I smiled as I moved closer to him.

“Good, I don’t want us to feel rushed to have kids. I see my life with you” he kissed me softly.

I smiled against his lips, keeping my arms around his neck. He moved his hands from my hips down to my thighs, picking me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me against the wall. His lips against my neck softly sucking against my skin. I let out a few moans as he moved down to my collar bone driving me crazy. He placed my feet back on the ground, pulling away slightly. I turned off the water off as I got out of the shower. I wrapped a towel around me as I walked out of the bathroom. He wrapped a towel around his waist as he followed me into the bedroom. I ran my hands through my wet hair, I looked at him as he leaned against the door frame.

“Like what you see?” I smirked.

“Maybe,” he said.

“Oh just maybe?” I questioned.

“You know I do, just wondering something,” he said.

“And that would be?” I looked at him.

“Why are you covering it up” he folded his arms as he looked at me.

“Why don’t you come over here and take this towel off of me” I bite my lip.

“Don’t dare me because you know I will” he said.

“Then do it” I dared him to come over.

He started to walk towards me, placing his hands on my hips. I looked at him wondering when he was going to take my towel off. His hands moved up my side, grabbing the edge of the towel. He smirked as he pulled it off leaving me naked. I wasn’t going to allow him to stay in his towel. I grabbed his towel pulling it off leaving him naked as well.

“Oh so you want to play that game,” he said.

“Well I can’t be the only one naked” I smirked.

“True” he pulled me closer to him.

“Plus I love seeing you naked,” I said as I placed my lips against his.

“Oh trust me I rather have you naked all the time” he smiled against my lips.

He gripped my hips with his hands, keeping the kiss between us. He slowly moved us back towards the bed, laying me down gently. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him over top of me. He rested against his arms as he leaned down kissing me softly. He moved in between my legs resting his cock against my leg. I ran my hand down his chest wrapping my hand around his hard dick. He let out a soft moan as I started to rub him gently in my hand. I rubbed his head up and down my slit as I was ready for him. He looked down at I lined him up at my entrance. He started to push his hips towards mine easing himself into me. I arched my back as I felt him inside me, letting out a few moans. He grabbed my hands lacing our fingers together. Sliding them above my head, placing his lips against mine. He started to thrust his hips towards mine, as our bodies moved as one. I leaned up kissing him softly, moving my hips with his movement. He leaned down moaning in my ear as he started to move faster. I arched my back tightening my grip on his hands as I felt myself edge closer to a climax.

“Don’t hold back” he whispered in my hand.

“Baby” I moaned.

I placed my hand on his chest as we both moaned. He kept his pace but started to go deeper hitting my spot as I edge closer. I climaxed against him as he felt my climax he thrust once more and climaxed as well. He leaned down kissing me softly. I leaned up kissing him softly wrapping my arms around him. He pulled himself out of me laying down next to me. He finally caught his breath, turning so he was laying on his side. He placed his arm around me pulling me close to his chest. I snuggled to him as he wrapped the blanket around us, keeping me close to him. I started to drift off to sleep and I guess he wasn’t to far behind. I heard something in the middle of the night, I woke up sitting up on the bed.

“Whats wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing thought I heard something” I looked back at him.

“Its ok, lay back down” he pulled my arm.

“I’m sure its nothing” I took a deep breath, laying back in his arms.

“Ill check,” he said.

He got up out of bed and went downstairs. I stayed upstairs in bed as I watched him disappear in the dark. I heard him downstairs walking, turning on lights checking out every room. He finally made his way back upstairs and got back into bed. I moved closer to him placing my head against his chest as he wrapped his arm around me. I knew I was safe in his arms and I loved that feeling. We both drifted off to sleep and I woke up alone in the morning. I shuffled in the sheets as I saw the sun peeking through the window. I groaned as I opened my eyes, realizing I was alone. I sat up in bed moving the blankets off of me. I moved to the edge of the bed allowing my feet to hang out, barely touching the floor. I finally pulled myself out of the bed, making my way downstairs. I found him cooking in the kitchen I leaned against the door frame just watching him. My eyes moving along his body, watching him cook. He finally caught me looking at him and smirked as he looked at me.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

“Just watching you” I responded.

“Like what you see?” he questioned.

“Yea” I smiled.

He reached for my hand, I walked towards him giving him my hand. He pulled me in front of him wrapping his arms around my waist. I leaned back against him as he kissed my cheek. His lips moving down to my neck kissing my skin softly, tightening his grip on me.

“Don’t burn breakfast” I spoke softly.

“If I do then I’ll just take you out” he whispered.

“I love you” I turned to face him.

“I love you” he tilted my chin up, brushing his thumb against my jaw.

I leaned up on my tiptoes placing my lips against his. He smiled against my lips keeping his hand against my chin. I kept the kiss between us he placed his hand on my back. Pulling me closer to him, I rested my hand against his chest. I smiled against his lips as I pulled away slightly. He rested his forehead against mine, our eyes meeting once again. He pulled away going back to cooking. I walked behind him going to get a glass from the cabinet, making my way to the table. I sat down, watching him cook. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was, I fell in love with a guy who saved me.

“Here you go” he placed the plate on the table.

“Thank you,” I said.

He leaned over kissing my forehead before returning to get his plate. He put his plate on the table, sitting down next to me. We ate together and after we finished I cleaned up the kitchen. He came up behind me placing his arms around me.

“I have to go into town today, ill see you later,” he said.

“Oh ok” I nodded.

“I won’t be long” he kissed my cheek.

“I’m sure there are things I need to get done, I’m sure my job hates me” I chuckled slightly.

“I’m sure they don’t, but ill see you later” he grabbed his keys and left.

He never did tell me why he needed to go into town. I don’t even know what he did that day but I never questioned him. A few months passed since that day and things were going well. I was feeling a lot better since the miscarriage but I also kept myself busy. Shawn was at work and I was in the house working on things for my job. I looked down at my calendar trying to figure out what I needed to do. I had many things to do and I didn’t know where to start. I finally picked out something to do and started on it.

“Hey,” he said as he walked in.

“Hey” I looked back at the door.

“Stay down here for a second ok?” he said.

“Sure” I nodded turning my focus back on my computer.

He ran upstairs getting the bedroom sit up. I could hear him from downstairs but I tried not to pay attention to it. He turned on some music before coming back downstairs. He shut my laptop and grabbed my hand. He took me to the bottom of the stairs. There were rose petals leading upstairs, I smiled as I looked at him. I leaned up and kissed him softly before making my way upstairs. The room was beautiful with rose petals everywhere and candles, I pulled him to me and hugged him.

“Tonight marks a year since I found you,” he said.

“Is it?” I looked at him.

“Yea it is, the moment I chose to help you” he looked down at me.

“The moment you saved me,” I said.

“I love you and I never imagine that I would find the love of my life like this” he smiled.

“I know” I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“We have been through a lot over the past year, but I don’t want it to end” he admitted.

“I don’t want this to end” I looked at him concerned.

He got down on one knee and pulled out a ring box. Opening it up showing me the ring, I didn’t know what this meant. If he was asking me to marry him or if it was just a promise ring. I looked down into his eyes as I could tell he was getting nervous.

“I love you and this isn’t a ring for marriage but a ring to promise you that one day we will,” he said.

“I love you,” I said as he took the ring out of the box slipping it on my finger.

He got up picking me up spinning us around. I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He placed me back on the floor placing his hands on my cheeks. Kissing me softly, I smiled against his lips as I kept the kiss between us. We spent the night on the balcony looking at the stars. I rested my head against his chest as his arm was wrapped around me. It was the perfect summer night, warm but not hot but no chilly ether. I played his fingers as the moment seemed to be perfect. I never wanted this fairy tale to end, oh how things changed all in a blink of a second. If he never helped me I probably would be dead. We finally came back inside and went to bed, I fell asleep in his arms. In the early hours in the morning, I heard someone enter the house. I jumped out of my sleep sitting on the bed. Of course, it woke him up as well. He got out of bed making his way downstairs. I could hear people talking, I moved closer and stood at the top of the stairs. I saw the light flash on and then I heard a gunshot ring out. I swallowed hard as my heart started to race, I slowly made my way downstairs. I heard the people leave slamming the door behind them. I had a bad feeling in my stomach as if I knew what happens. I walked towards the light, where he was laying on the kitchen floor. A pool of blood around him, the tears burned my eyes. I ran over to him placing my hand over the wound, I tried to keep calm.

“Stay with me,” I said as I kept the pressure on the wound.

I ran upstairs grabbing my phone calling 911 as I made my way back to him. I followed everything they told me to do, I tried to keep as much pressure on his wound. I heard the ambulance come, breaking the door down getting to him. They pushed me back as they worked on him. I had blood all over me, I watched as I could feel my heart breaking.

“Can you tell us what happen?” someone asked.

“I don’t know” I cried out.

I placed my hand on my stomach as I cried. They placed him in the ambulance and I followed getting in with him. I grabbed his hand talking to him all the way to the hospital. They rushed him to the emergency room pushing me into the waiting room. I sat down in the chair placing my head down in my hands. I just cried as I started to pray that he would be ok. Seconds seemed like forever, I started to pace in the waiting room. Finally, the doctor came out to me, I walked up to him still crying. At this point, I was historical and couldn’t stop the tears from falling.

“Come in my office,” the doctor said.

I followed him and took a seat in his office. He showed me the x-ray and where the bullet was. He apologized and said they did everything they could but he didn’t make it. I fell to the ground crying, asking why I couldn’t figure this out. He was gone, on the same night he saved me I couldn’t save him.