When i got into interracial i didnt mean to humiliate myself, it just feel good to watching as these muscular well endowed guys give attractive women so much pleasure and the fact that they genuinely enjoy it more than with an average guy, it was staggering.
When i got more devoted to seek out more pleasure, i started to running into these “captions” made by guys like myself. It was quite strange but as i read them first, it felt familiar, it hit something in my deeper subconscious. It wasnt guilt or shame, i felt myself happy and calm but also aroused. I spent a few days thinking about but i wasnt able to get a grip on whats wrong with me until i found a picture that solved the mystery for me.
These points are pretty much sums up how i feel. Before got hooked on porn, i pretty much dealt with all of these and even after more sexual experience i never really felt the “oh yeah that was so good for both of us” it was more like i felt a bit guilty because i just got more than i did provide. After porn sessions i got really felt good about myself, the only thing that bothered me that in the perspective of our society its not “masculin” watching porn is a “shame” a virtual “cuckolding”. So i got some really hard anxiety from it until i just make peace with the way i am after i found out its not just me, there is so many others and not just men there is a whole movement going on.
I was so glad when i found out that more and more women get into this “lifestyle” with each year and they very much like it. What really makes me happy in it is that the reputation of cuckolding or men dominated by women is becoming more and more acceptable and guess what, it seems women also like it and somewhat crave this power dynamic as well.
After i accepted this and saw that women are can be greatly satisfied by this new sexual hierarchy i started to learn to enjoy the humiliation part of it, like what else do i can offer sexually to a woman if i got any?My dick is average but more on the slimmer side of it, i cant really last more than 1 and a half min and i cant maintain a proper hardness while a girl riding on me, that is everything but a turn on.
The last drop was to me before i did let myself submit to this cultural shift is to seeing as how different a woman could moan while she is filled up decently. That was a dealbreaker for me, now i can fully understand why women may become a bit obsessed by these well endowed men who it seems to be almost always black. I also very much understand why women become increasingly proud to wear clothes and tattoos that show their preference and devotion towards black men. Penis size is just as important as other factors,period.
My old self would be pissed of seeing this image and would call this beauty bitchy. Now it makes me smile and give a little bit of thrill, i cant blame her, if i would be a woman today i would choose the same, satisfying sex. i dont want to have sex with women anymore i want them to feel themself powerful and goddess like by dominating a man at his weakest point, in his sexuality.
