Summary: Steven has questions about a particular toy that you own, especially: “can I see you use it”.
Tags: 18+ readers only, smut, mentions of marc, sex toys, multiple orgasms, creampie, rough sex, pet names, oral, innocence, voyeurism (?), i just needed to get this off of my chest ok
As the kettle finished boiling, you shifted your weight from one foot to the other, rolling your neck to try and ease the stiffness that seemed to have settled throughout the muscles in your body from your night’s activity with Marc. It had been the two of your anniversary, so he had treated you to a luxuriously long night of hard fucking, the thoughts bringing warmth to your cheeks as you stirred the water with the coffee granules in your favourite mug.
A loud grunt from the bedroom had you turning on the spot, smiling to yourself as you started to make your way back to the room, noticing the naked man in the middle of the bed starting to wake. As usual, you’d expected Marc to turn over, give a long stretch and reach out for you like he always did but instead, a mop of dark curly locks popped up from the centre of the bed, wild eyes looking around in a confused and disorientated expression.
Immediately you rushed forward, gently placing your mug on your bedside dresser and sitting on the edge of the bed, your hands weaving into his hair to try and calm him, your voice coming out only as loud as a whisper, “Hey Steven, I didn’t think I’d be seeing you today, are you ok?”
As soon as he felt your fingers on his scalp and your voice drifted through his senses, you saw his muscles relaxing, head falling back onto the pillow but his face turned towards you, lips turning up at the corners as he briefly looked at you up and down, his smile widening when he noticed you were only wearing one of Marc’s t-shirts and nothing more. “Yeah - thought I’d surprise you, didn’t I love, I’ve missed you.”
“I’ve missed you too, baby,” you responded with just as much eagerness as he did, leaning down to kiss him quickly on the lips before glancing around the room, trying to subtly spot everything that you needed to hide before Steven noticed from your night with Marc. It wasn’t much use though as Steven caught your wandering eyes and quickly sat up, eyes widening slightly.
“Uh, looks like you and Marc had a pretty wild night, huh.” You could tell he was embarrassed as he saw all of the sex toys, lube, straps and lingerie scattered over the bed and floor. Biting your lip, you tried not to laugh at Steven’s innocence, finding him endearing as you reached behind him to detach a pair of handcuffs from the railings of the bed.
“Yeah, sorry about this, I would have put them away last night if I knew you were coming but I think we kinda passed out at some point”. Standing from the bed, you began to tidy everything away into the designated draws.
It was only as you bent down to pick up your vibrator wand from the end of the bed did you notice the embarrassed expression on Steven, shift to one of confusion. “Are you ok over there, Mr Grant?” you asked with a smile, walking towards the bedside cabinet to put your favourite toy away.
Steven’s brows furrowed further as his eyes flicked from your face to the toy in your hands, “uh…whats that? In your hands I mean, what is it? Is that supposed to go inside of you?” he asked, eyes widening at his question.
You had to really concentrate on not laughing out loud now at his innocence as you responded, “it’s a vibrator, my love”.
His eyebrows raised in a shocked expression, “wow really? I thought they were supposed to look like lipsticks? Why is it so big?”
Climbing into the bed next to him, you explained that they could look very different, coming in different colours, shapes, and settings. Steven’s eyebrows were still knitted together in wonder, his mouth opening and closing like he had a million questions but also didn’t have anything to ask. “If you have any questions, my love, please ask”.
“Why is that-” he coughed slightly, almost like he was choking on his words, “why does that one feel better?”
Reaching across the sheets, you grasped his hand in your own, hoping that the soft strokes of your thumb on the back of his hand would help calm his nerves. “This one, in particular, is one of your favourites because of the deep rumbling vibrations and the sensations seem to hit all of the right places so usually doesn’t take long for me to orgasm.”
Steven seemed less uncomfortable now but, was still restless in his seat and if the tent forming in the sheets was any indication, he seemed to be enjoying the conversation in a different way. You were very much the same, trying not to unconsciously rub your thighs together to ease the tension that was slowly building. Shaking your head slightly, you continued, “from what Marc has said, the vibrator also feels good for you as well if you run it up and down your shaft”.
Keeping your eyes close on Steven, you notice his eyes very quickly glance towards the full-length mirror in your room before looking at a spot on the sheets and from the way his shoulders straightened and jaw clenched, you knew that Marc must have spoken to him. “What is it, Steven?”
“It’s Marc, he’s woken up and being a prick, it’s nothing” Steven mumbled, both of his hands now playing with the one you’d place on his.
“What did Marc say?”. Steven glanced back to the mirror briefly before sighing, sitting up more in the bed as he uncomfortably spoke.
“He um… he told me to ask if you could show me how it works - but you don’t have to do that, he’s just being a knobhead-”.
“I don’t mind showing you Steven if you’d like to see”. Stevens’s voice cut off instantly, his eyes widening as he stared at you like a deer caught in headlights. Squeezing his hand to try and comfort him, you waited patiently for him to respond, not wanting to push him out of his comfort zone but also knowing that he would always be worried about offending or asking too much from you. “That’s only if you want me to Steven, I don’t mind at all, my love”.
Your boyfriend swallowed harshly, his voice barely audibly as he only said one word, “ok”. Smiling brightly at him, you leaned forward to kiss his lips quickly, anticipation brewing in the bit of your stomach as gently you pulled on his hand, helping him to climb from the bed. The sheet slipped from his well-toned body, revealing his erection that bobbed up and down with his movements as he stood up.
Moving around the bed, you pulled your make-up chair until it was at the end of the bed, pushing him into it and making sure he was comfortably sitting. “Just sit back baby and watch”.
You gave him an encouraging smile whilst climbing onto the bed, lying in the centre with your legs half hanging off so Steven had the perfect view of your centre, and also the fact that you weren’t wearing any underwear. The beautiful man once again glanced at the mirror however and it had you asking, “what did he say now?”
“He said this was his favourite view” Steven responded, his face now relaxed and eyes ablaze with passion as he sat patiently waiting, his cock still throbbing and standing to attention.
“Well, I hope it’ll be yours too” you whispered, lifting your shirt up and over your head whilst trying to get into a comfortable position.
“Oh god it is” he quickly breathed out and you couldn’t help the smile that spread across your cheeks and the warming beneath your skin as his intense gaze.
After pulling a few pillows under your head, you were now able to watch him from in between your legs as you spread them wide and placed the head of the vibrator just above your clit, taking a deep breath before finally turning it on to the lowest setting. The sensations caused a shiver to rush down your spine, your eyes shutting as your body zoned in on the feelings of the vibrations all over your already dripping cunt.
Letting out a deep sigh and relaxing your muscles further into the bed, you tried to ignore the clenching of your hole and the way the tightening sensation was already building in your abdomen at the mere thought of both Steven and Marc watching you in this position, Marc had seen it many times before but not your innocent Steven.
As you felt your body needing a little more, you clicked the button on the vibrator to turn the settings up by one and your body immediately began to tremble, breaths coming out in quick bursts as you already were feeling close. Your hips were rising slightly off of the bed as you began to audibly moan out Steven’s name.
Opening your eyes, you looked down at your boyfriend between your shaking thighs and looked at the unbelievably lustful look in his eyes that were unblinking, flicking between your face and cunt.
It was almost an immediate effect, as soon as you looked at the beautiful man sitting watching you as if his life depended on it, your head flew back, pussy convulsing, legs shaking uncontrollably as you came hard and fast, Stevens name spilling from your lips repeatedly.
It took you a few moments to catch your breath, turning off your vibrator and placing it on the bed, you finally opened your eyes. “Usually it takes me a little bit longer to orgasm but I think you’ve got me all worked up Steven” you mumbled shyly, surprising yourself with how fast you’d orgasmed and the fact that Steven had yet to move from his position on the chair.
Sitting up, you ignored the damp spot that had formed on the bed from your juices as you stared at him, “are you ok Steven? Talk to me, my love”.
Steven didn’t move for a few seconds, your heart began to pound harder in your chest as you waited for any kind of response from him until finally, his mouth twitched, “That was…the most beautiful thing I’ve ever witnessed”.
It was your turn to be speechless, cheeks once again warming at his words. Marc usually called you hot when he saw you getting off, but never beautiful, Steven really did know the right things to say to make you feel special.
As you opened your mouth to respond, Steven had other ideas as he quickly stood from the chair, knocking it over in the process and rushed to cup your cheeks, his lips fiercely attaching to your own, kissing you harshly. His mouth was hot and heavy against yours, tongue immediately slipping into your mouth, teeth scraping against your lips as you both toppled back onto the bed.
Your fingers tried to grip onto any part of him that you could, his back, his face, his chest until finally you were able to squeeze a hand between your bodies to grip his leaking cock. Steven gasped at the touch and his fingers encircled around your wrist, pulling it up until your fingers were interlocked. “No love, let me”.
Before you could question him on what he meant, Steven was already moving down your body, leaving a trail of kisses and licks all whilst pushing your thighs up until finally, his hot breath was fanning across the moist skin of your cunt. “Steven-” your moans cut you off as he started by licking up every drop of liquid, warm tongue delving past every nerve that had your back arching up on the bed. “Fuck Steven”.
Steven’s tongue was something he prided himself on, knowing all of your special spots and tricks to have you seeing stars as he sealed his lips around your clit, sucking it into his mouth and feeling how it throbbed at the sensations. Glancing down, you watched over your mound as Stevens released your clit momentarily to move his tongue as far as he could into your sensitive cunt that was clenching in desperation, you needed him badly, you didn’t want to wait any longer. “Steven please, I need you, please!”
His tongue left your body as he listened to your desperate cries, crawling steadily up your body, making sure to suck move nipples into his mouth before you finally could feel the head of his cock tease at your entrance.
It was his turn to gasp as he was easily able to slip in, your juices more than enough lube for him as inch by inch stretched your walls. Your hands were once again interlocked with his, moving up and over your head as he settled his body over yours.
Usually, Steven liked to take things slow, doing slow hip thrusts to really build up the tension but today, he was like a man possessed as his hips slapped against yours, the bed shaking against the wall as he pounded into you. Every stroke brushed against every nerve and you felt your body trembling with how good it felt, the moans coming from you were near animalistic, your lips kissing along his neck, trying to give him any sort of pleasure that he was currently giving to you.
As you could feel his lips move to your throat, somewhere amongst all of the pleasure he had let go of one of your hands, and it wasn’t until his hips shifted positions and the deep vibrations returned directly onto your clit as Steven had picked up your vibrator and slide it between your bodies. “Oh my- Steven holy shit”.
You couldn’t even remember your own name with how incredible you felt, your only thoughts were ‘steven, steven, steven’ and nothing more. “Does that feel good, love?”
“Yes, fuck yes, don’t stop Steven!” You were right on the edge, it was right there at the very tip of your fingers. Opening your eyes, you stared up at Steven as he was now resting on his elbow, cock thrusting into your cunt, vibrator on its lowest setting - but it was looking up and seeing Steven, mouth open, sweat glistening on his forehead as he stared down at you, eyes now leaving your own and finally the tension in your abdomen tingled throughout your cunt and down your thighs as you came hard.
Your cunt constricted around his cock and in the throws of your euphoria, Steven also shouted out, coating your walls in his seed, each spurt sending shivers down his spine as he dropped the vibrator onto the bed to use both arms to keep himself up.
Finally, the two of you collapsed next to each other, skin burning hot and sweat dripping onto the sheets along with the fluids that were slowly leaking from your entrance.
Steven was the first to move, picking up your hand to place a single kiss on the back of your knuckles, his voice deep and laced with satisfaction as he said, “maybe we could use more of these toys”.
The giggle bubbled in your throat as you looked towards him, “yeah I think we should.”
Summary: Steven’s found his new favourite way to start off his week.
Warnings: This is a smut ladies and gentlemen, teeth rotting lovin’ from our favourite steven (fuck you steve rogers), and a hell lot of action.
Word Count: 5.5k+
Monday mornings were always the worst for Steven.
Not only did he have troubling sleeping, but when he did sleep, he’d wake up missing a few days and feeling like he got run over by a bus, twice. He also has to get up and get ready to catch the bus for his 8-hour shift of Trying Not To Kill Donna™ and Tolerating The Plethora Of Historical Inaccuracies™.
But recently, since you’ve been in his life, he’s come to not mind Mondays — in fact, he even looks forward to them now.
Steven never thought he’d manage to have himself a friend, let alone a girlfriend.
But he, somehow, managed not to fuck up the days, showed up on time and brought you roses and some fancy chocolate — leaving you with a very good impression for a first date and a heart yearning for more.
Pairing: Marc Spector x female reader x Steven Grant
Summary: You offer Marc a trade: something you want for something he wants, but you quickly realise you may be in for more than you can handle.
Rating: really fucking explicit
Warning/content: Pure pornography, edging, orgasm denial, Marc’s dirty filthy mouth, cunnilingus, overstimulation, Steven being a loveable cock blocking meow meow, established relationship.
Marc can be intense. Overly-serious. Intimidating.
There is that semi frown, a grim, set line of his lips that never breaks into a smile. Narrow, scrutinising gaze set across rich, expressive eyes. His expression is permanently serious. Grumpy and surly even. But for all of his brusque mannerism and frosty behaviour, Marc, in his own ways, can be surprisingly indulgent with you.
The warning signs were written all over him like a marquee outside a theatre, lit up in gold and bright flashing red neon.
On the first date you were supposed to have, he stood you up, only to call you four days later on a Wednesday night. Closer to midnight than dinnertime, oblivious and confused and asking where you were with a slight panic in his voice.
Pairing: Steven Grant x F!Reader, slight Marc Spector x F!Reader
Summary:You have a crush on your sweet neighbour, and after Steven’s bad date emotions surface. As the sexual tension between you grows impossible to ignore, a third party joins the chat, so to speak.
Genre: Fluff & Smut , tiny Angst
Warnings:sexy time with Steven, oral (f&m), dirty talk, bit of daddy kink (because Marc can’t shut the fuck up when Steven is finally getting some),
A/N: Please ignore the lame title (also fistbump if you read it with the song’s tune). Feedback is always appreciated ♥️
We all knew for a while that there was a third personality (the fight with Harrow followers in Kairo, the red sarcophagus, the glimpses here and there). But the moment Khonsu said he will release them both I knew he knew too. And that he had no plans to release Jake Lockley.
I’ve been travelling a lot recently (work and holidays) and I’m swamped at work so I took a hiatus from here (I was watching things but I was to tired to write about them) but the Moon Knight ended and I have thoughts.
I suspected it for a while but it became clear last episode that just like WandaVision was about love and grief this show was about forgiveness and self-worth.
The whole story was framed by two deities who judge people for their sins and judge them harshly. They represent justice and retribution - in Khonsu’s case for the past deeds only but in Ammit’s both for sins past and future. And this leads to a pretty cool dual confrontation between both the gods and their avatars. I think it was one of better final showdowns of MCU (especially for the TV side), especially the Kaiju god version but that part was really a fun distraction from the main thing.
After all the real judgment that matter was that on Marc Spector and the judging wasn’t done by any god (not even Taweret using Anubis’ scales) - it was by Marc himself. The same abuse that lead to his DID is one that left him feeling unworthy.
His mother blamed him for the death of his brother and his father was not really stopping any of it - just explaining her behaviour and so justifying it. Marc would’ve blamed himself in the best circumstances but in these he could never think of himself as anything but worthless. So he made Steven Grant - based on his childhood hero and connection to his brother and better life - to be worthy. The kind of person he would want to be - dutiful, nice and therefore loved - and retreated to him when things got too hard. And when his mother died and he realised he will never receive forgiveness he just let Steven be the one living the real life since he had one free of the guilt.
But he couldn’t just retreat completely. The weight of guilt has already trapped him in servitude to Khonsu. It was another case of failure to save people - he couldn’t stop the archaeologists get murdered - and this time the guilt almost made him commit suicide. And at this low moment he was taken advantage of under a guise of being saved. Still, even being injected with someone else’s purpose could only last so long.
Because his mother dies and Steven judges him and finally Layla learns about this failure and she blames him. She’s sad and angry because he lied about her father’s death and she feels used and she is right but it only confirms Mark’s belief about being unworthy - both of love and life. And then he just doesn’t have the strength to fight any more. He just stands there and lets Harrow shoot him and it’s not that different from suicide.
And then he’s ready to let his ghosts drag him to Duat because he feels he deserves it. Deep down it feels like he deserved it all - his mother’s abuse, Khonsu using him, and now being judged unworthy. This what he has been taught for so long. This was Harrow was using to break him by turning people around him against him. It’s clearly his heart that’s dragging them all down. It’s all his own fault.
It takes Steven to show him different by fighting for him. Steven who judged him unworthy since he learnt about Marc. Who is the normal, moral person and can’t justify the violence that Marc commits even for justice. The worthy part of their system.
Because Steven is also compassion and understanding. Justice is not be all end all. At least not the revenge based one. This is the lesson that made Malazan Books of the Fallen so cathartic and this show is not that - six episodes of a TV show cannot measure to 10 pretty big books - but it’s the same message.
Steven can look at the abuse, at the bargain with Khonsu and even at RoRo’s death and see them for what they really are. He sees what Marc’s guilt cannot let him to see. He was used and abused - but he still matters. And he is worth fighting for. And Steven tells him that but words can barely make a difference when you’ve believed in lies for so long. It takes action and sacrifice. And it takes actually getting to paradise for Marc to believe it.
Marc gets to the Field of Reeds because Steven believed he was worth fighting for. That he was worthy of getting there. And then Marc can show Steven was right when he goes back to him.
I wrote multiple time in The Good Place threads how I think people in Paradise can never bee truly good when they let others being condemned to hell because knowingly leaving others to suffer is evil so I’ll skip the details now as this is already too long. But it felt so good when Marc went back for Steven. This is true redemption - because Steven might’ve been another one Marc failed to save but he didn’t stop trying and that what matters. Humans are fallible and all we can do is try our best and Marc has shown to us, gods and Steven but most importantly to himself that he tries to do his best.
And with his best and the people who love and support him he can save the world. And find freedom form the guilt that was destroying him. He can finally forgive himself.
But then there is Jake. Of course Steven wasn’t the only defence mechanism. Steven was what Marc wanted to be but Jake was what kept them alive. When the abuse got to hard for even Marc to handle Jake would take care of it. And whoever stood in Jake’s way clearly deserved what they got. Because justice must be served and anyone standing in the way is guilty by association.
The three personalities represent the three ways of justice - Steven is compassion, Marc is redemption but Jake, Jake is retribution. The old gods’ kind of justice. No wonder he and Khonsu are friends.
• The scene where Marc goes back to save Steven from the Duat is incredibly sweet. I loved it.
• Yes, most of us called Jake Lockley being revealed at the end. That being said, I’m interested if only he still has access to the suit, or if Steven or Marc can still summon it.
• What exactly triggers Jake taking over? Is it when Marc/Steven are in the most physical danger and need his help? Is it something to do with their heartbeat? Marc/Steven’s heart was beating super hard when Jake emerged this episode. I think I recall it doing the same before they regained consciousness to find they had stabbed all the guys who abducted them from the marketplace in Egypt.
• Is Layla going to change her mind about wanting to be an avatar only temporarily? I’d love her to continue in the role. That interaction with her and the little girl was adorable.
• Will the other gods choose new avatars, or did what Harrow did to their current ones harm them as well somehow?
• Did Osiris only save Steven and Marc, or did he release all the people Ammit prematurely condemned back to their bodies? Did he at least stop those people from being trapped in the Duat, thereby giving them a chance to earn the field of reeds for themselves? If Osiris only made an exception for Marc and Steven, that feels pretty shitty.
• Will we get an über wealthy alter like Marc is in the comics? The license plate on the car at the end kind of leads me to believe so. Or was that just me?
I’m praying that the show gets a 2nd season, because I still have so many lingering questions that I don’t think could be addressed well with Moon Knight only being a side character in a big ensemble film.
How can they not continue after this ending? I think the one and done was a lie to make us believe Khonsu really released them from being his avatar but I knew he would keep Jake the moment he said “release both of you” and now we know it’s not the end.
Mohamed Diab basically explains that Oscar did the whole scene of Marc and Steven conversing in a take with the camera just panning between himself and the mirror as a transition between Marc and Steven. Like??? Oh my GOD
Oscar literally manages to change his whole demeanor, his facial expressions, accent, and his posture in SECONDS while the camera pans from Steven’s reflection on the mirror to Marc. I honestly thought that this scene was filmed separately, and they had VFX for Steven’s reflection but nope. It was filmed in a shot with the camera panning back and forth between Oscar and his actual reflection and gODDAMN.
I’ve said it before, but I’ll say it again. Oscar Isaac is so damn talented and if he doesn’t win an award for this—if MOON KNIGHT doesn’t win any awards for the production as a whole, I will riot. I swear.
