#tell anybody and i’ll deny it

onlyhereforangst:

Are you excited for MIT?
Oh, uh right, yeah. Yeah, actually I am excited, which is weird because I don’t really get excited about things. I kind of expect disappointment—
‘Cause then you’ll never actually be disappointed, right?
Uh yeah, right…It’s just um, It just kinda feels different this time for some reason…
…because I’m not there.