#the malgus feels
I was prepared for the storm after your death, expected anger, assumed grief. I did not think it would instead, feel like this. Like nothing. Nothing for hours and days and weeks. You’re still in my waking nightmare. I see you, us, together. And when I open my eyes, all I see is nothing. There is nothing in this house, no longer a home, it is as distant to me as a hotel. I’ve had a life of being alone before, why does it feel so foreign now? I hesitate at the door of this new beginning, I wait, for the door that closed behind me to open up, and for you to walk through it, carrying a smile that could melt the galaxy, light it aflame. I stand in the middle, unable to cross the threshold. I will wait an eternity, for you to come back to me.
- V
